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Skeptical.

2010-11-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOG!!! <3
Ohmagees, im finally blogging after sooooooooooo goddamn long eh? MISSED!!

Anyhoo, th day started off rather jyauuuu.
Mom hadda rush off somewhere so Me and sis had to cook lunch. Duh! I was obviously in charge of th chicken while jani? th simple stuff- ALUU!! HAHA! So I started cooking th chicken, feeling really unsure about what to do. It had been a really long time since i last cooked chicken man!! GEES. Sizzle sizzle, th chicken kept frying. Then it got superrrr brown, I decided to add the tomatoes. But it ended up looking very oily and like brown man! DANG!! Honestly, I was worried that you know my family wouldnt like it. & a dai had also came from th states. It was a question of my capability myan!! Then- LUNCHTIME!!!!
PHEWWWWW!!! everyone said my chicken was goood. Oh i felt so happy and delighted. Like i succeeded it something big. You know when you think you've failed but then you actually succeed, th happiness is EVEN better, aint it??? Jani even said my chicken better than our mom's k!!!! What is a better compliment than that eh?? (smug face) hehehe. Mom was also like giving me this damn grinning smile when she ate. DUH!! she liked it too. I know it quite like O.o to be happy about this, but i dno... i just feel happy. hehehe :PP

Oh! And riya came by later. she had just reached nepal th day before.
She's grown up now, but yeaa she's still th same ol' fourth floor cheeky kid to me. Her rapping (she talks daaaam fast) skills are still th same. Felt good to see her definetly, after like 2plus years! Bet it would have been funner w nancy around. Four storey unites babeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyh!

Ok im off, lazy to update more.
SEEYAA.

Tired.

2010-06-13T15:20:00.002+08:00

All this time, i have stuck to th belief that it is never good to create a bad relation.
So i have always been th kind to smile even when im pissed, th kind to be thr, th kind to maintain courtesy and bla bla bla.
But i am starting to realise, like no matter how much you try- sometimes it doesnt work that way.
Lets face it, people are selfish, fucking selfish. i admit i am too. but damn! i've had it.
Im tired, sick and tired of always trying to please everyone else BUT me.
Its weird i never realised.

'All this while, i have a step back to comfort you.
Now im gna take a step forward to comfort myself.'

Confused.

2010-06-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel like turns are being taken?
Why do you behave this way knowing your friend does it too?
Why are you putting me in an awkward position?
Why do behave as if you are so dear to me?
Why do i feel like im your everyday routine?
Why am i so confused? Fish =.=

Lately i've been thinking.
All this time, i've been making sacrifices.
It always me who stood up for you.
It always me who has to look out for you.
It is so damn tiresome at times.

Miserable.

2010-03-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

OLLA BLOGG.
i know i dont blog so much anymore.
i admit man, th lazy bug has got me. SORRY LOHHH! *smooches*

ANW, like my normal trend- my grades frigging dropped.
Mom was super pissed.
Damn felt so .... to disappoint them. Urgh why does maintaning have to be so hard ke? HOLYF!

Neverthless my girls always makes my day in collg.
And i am so so super GLAD to have em in my life.
I had never imagined our bond would reach to such a level, even emotionally.
Priya, tero atti maya lagcha yarrr. why did it have to be you?
i bet you'r crushed and traumatised. Im so proud you didnt shed a single tear, super proud you stayed strong.
I just wished you had told us earlier, no matter how long or short your stories are, we would have been thr.

About me,
i am glad i have realised i aint a fool for feeling what i felt.
i dont feel miserable.
Priya brought me to a really good thought man, seriously what do i even ....... man?
Come to think of, i also dont know!

Today was so fun.
Me, Rupa , Priya, Dishant , Jani.
laughing at all th littlest lamest things.
tho its not much, theres jusr so much memories.

Foolish got fooled.

2010-02-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

Annoyed, at myself.
Blinded, by you.
Truth, is out.
Betrayed, somehow.
Karma, bit me.
Hard, that much.
Battles, i'll fight alone.
Same, is it gna be?

A foolish one got fooled by falling for that fool.
Now Fxck that fool?

Falling?

2010-02-18T21:19:00.001+08:00

One second, its green.
The next, red.
You make me so confused, ass.

no life.

2010-01-07T15:18:00.001+08:00

olla bloggy.
yes i know it has been long.

Life has been fine.
Life is really boring actually.
I have been grounded for a really long time.
I am having winter vacation.
I dont feel - now.

urgh, so not in th mood to blog.
so long suckazzzzzz.

Maintainnn.

2009-12-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggy.

Well good news i attained first this monthly grade ! happy!!

Bad news:
So many of my classmates belongings got stolen today man. How alarming!!! Ohgod first my phone then others. Really taken aback my their frigging 'courage' mann. Our DM said they have a suspect. OHGOD. Do i have th slightest chance of getting my phone back?? I hope i do mannn.

Besides that-
Life is pretty stable right now not forgetting BO-ringgg!
Its th collg-home-dinner-hw-sleep routine almost everyday (cept weekends). Monotonous huh? Oh well....
Th date for my welcome party has been fixed and i have no idea what to wear mannn!
Doesnt help that i have ballooned up alot! DAYUMMMMZZ!

Urgh!
kk i gtg.
Peace... Miss you all mah homiezz! (K)

My phone got stolen :'(((!

2009-12-06T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hi thr bloggy.

So the thing is my phone got stolen- in college.
What i find most, MOST annoyang is that c'mon mannnn, th people in my collg are all bloody sons and daughters of rich people. FUCKKKK RIGHTTTTTT!
KNNCHEBAIIIIIIIMACHIKNEHHHHHHH!!!

It feels so weird w/o my phone.
Heart feels so heavy.
When i needed th time, my phone was thr.
When i needed to be reminded of my tasks, my phone was thr.
When i needed to make short/quick convos, my phone was thr.
Now, i am on my own.
God i was hell dependant on my phone mannn.

There was sooooooooo manny texts and pictures and songsssss.
Now thrs no texts to look back to. Damn i had some really touching texts man. Fond memories.
No pictures to reminisce.
No songs to keep me company during bus ride.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LAHHHHHH.
i am just super pissed and sad.
Apologies if i sound exaggerated. But i reaallly feel so miserable at times.

FUCK YOU BITCH OR BASTARD WHO STOLE IT.
KARMA BITES, DONT FORGET fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

KFC+ STREET FESTT!

2009-11-29T14:53:00.006+08:00

YO BLOGGY!!!
so yesterday i finally met jasmi!!!!
Along with manika, rohini, jani, dickshyant, dishant.

We ate kfc first then headed to th street festival at durbar marg.
DAYUM!! KFC was crowded as hell lah, as always. People even queue for hours. Lucky we didnt have to, ours was a matter of only what a few minutes?
Thats why they say 'early bird catches th worm'.
I met like munna's bro also lah and his gang of friends.
OMG they are like FRIGGIN VAIN myannnn.
big hoodies, fattoungue shoes, hiphop cap, oh godddd! rather pozay-issh man.
But i get it, they and their raaaaagin hormones!
Well sahil has grown taller man, hansy-ier too. bound to make gf v soon. HAHA

Kfc is like a really good place to bump into GC-ians lah.
confrim!! bound to meet atleast one or two.
Well th kfc was good lah OBVIOUSLY!
i feel like going again tmrr mynaaaa. one meal not enough!! hahaha.

Then we headed to th street festival.
Met quite alot of known people. It wasss damn crowded tho.
Every where i look, its like people looking back. =.= wth!!! so awkward.
For a moment really felt like looking on th floor and walkingggg.

Besdies that, took pics, Had fun.
Went home, got scolding.
But it was worth it! :]
HOLLLLAAAA/

ILOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!

And she finally arrives!!!

2009-11-26T19:29:00.002+08:00

YO sexyblogo'mine.

Well, so jasmi has finally arrived to nepal!
We talked ystd & Planned to meet this saturday.
Could tell she was very sad to leave singapore, and her voice still soar from all th crying.
Breaks my heart that she misses bigg so much, really feel sad for her too.
I cant tell her to move on cuss its too difficult but then agn life cant go on like that forever innit?
Sighhhhhhh... whatever it is, i'll be there.

Another thing!
KFC OPENEDDDDDDDD!!!
but thing is, its fugging packed lah.
heard pple queue for hours and hours.
Well we were planning to go on saturday, but chances of crowd-ism is even more cuss street festival pani huncha re tei belay.
Wtforrrk.
Oh well.. so much for th immense excitement.

Most of my tests marks were so lousy man this month.
Urgh! november monthly grades gna suck liaoooo.
AHHHH F LAH!

whatever.
my head has been throbbing so much since morning.

p/s; whatever it is, i hope you guys make up.

four more days.

2009-11-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

well....
jasmi is gonna be here in four days and DANG! i am hell excited. DUHH, my bestfrn whottt.
but its like so unfair lah!
th moment she comes here, kfc will be all ready with open arms.
cbzz i had to wait like a year?!!!
UFFFFFFF.

anw ystd was Dishant's bday.
it was fun, and really really happy that he liked th card.
It was just touching to see him so happy, just by a simple gesture.
And our frns were so lovinggg too.
Best wishes dishant!
you rock th ksisters socks! thanks for adoring us so much!
<3

WAITING.

2009-11-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

PIZZAHUT & KFC FINALLY IN NEPALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

and dayum!!
cant wait for jasmi to get hereeee.
freakkkkkkkkkkking excited.
holla me fast.

HAPPY SEXY17TH MY DEAREST NUMSYYYY!!!

2009-10-22T19:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEXY17TH MY DEAREST SELFFF!!!!!
You rock my world like no one does.
ILOVEYOU!

Y
thank you god for blessing w so many who adore me and care for me.
thank you mum and dad for bringing me in this world.
thanks all who made my life so much more brighter and a happier place to live in.
Lastly, I am extremely apologetic to all those whom i hurt.
Sorry.

p/s: happy17th rozzeena! finally some1 w th same bday as mine!

hehehe.
anw today was an average day.
Collg as usual. then lunched w jani and frns.
They'r helluva fun bunch mannn.
So lovableeee tho alwayssssss tease me moti.

Many wished me. And my class sung for me too!
It made my day, definetly.
BUT!
Topping chemistry, bio mcq in class and getting 40/50 for stats made my day even more lahhh!
hehehe gosh i hope th other results blow me off my feet manzzzz.

a BIG thank you to everyone who wished me man!
really appreciate your well wishes.
much love!
sigh didnt hear a word from rusty leii.
break my heart. OH well.... haha.

aite thats all fr today!
ADIOUS SEXY!
<3

One more day!

2009-10-21T18:57:00.004+08:00

Coll sucked today.
No sch bus present, fuck right?
No lessons, even fuck right?
No results, FUCK!!! right?
But.
We were dismissed wayyy early then th normal time.
AND.
laughter w rupa and priya rocked as always.

since th early dismissal, we headed to kings burger for lunch.
See girls? i told you it would remind you of Mcdonalds & KFC.

sighhhhhhhhhh fond memories.

WAAA! had no idea that th meal would make us thattt bloated mannn.
And aft thatt, hehehe...
thanks so much for the earring, lou it!

Then, we headed homeeee!

I hope nth ruins my day tmr.
and i hope it'll be filled w love. So much love that i'll end up crying.
Really.

Seriously it has so long since i last teared.

Collg commencing~

2009-10-20T17:43:00.002+08:00

YO sexy. hehe.

well th one month of dashain holidays is finally over.
and sch starts tmr.
apparently winter has commenced and th breezes kick in like from mid afternooon.
god it so cold sometimes.
Damn this climate only make me wna feed myself even more& moreeeeeee.
i dno it just during this part of th year, i get...... hungry more often? HAHA.
Dayum!!! gna look all *(sumo pose) in th sch sweater!

Besides that, tihar went so boringgggggg.
i dno why girls dont go to deusi so oft. Ya lah Yalah not safe and all that.
But whatever, i am so going next year w my Jazzzzzmiss.
and mommy finally made ras baris!!!
hehe man i ate like so much maaaannnnn.
wooooo~ quench my hunger for em'.

Anw since olevels is apporaching,

ALLL TH BEST TO ALLA MY PEEPOS BACK HOMEEE!!
Jasmi, Gurung, Shaik, Prabesh, Jil, Samantha, Melissa and.... others?
please study hard, its worth it when it all ends.

LOVE,
Noomzy. Y

Rupa's Bday Treat!

2009-10-15T17:06:00.004+08:00

Rupa and mua.
hi sexy. wna a piece of me?
hehe. we both look cute horrrrrrr? YEHEYYYYYYYY!
too hot to handle yarrrrr. dayum!
hehe FTV inspired.
Rupa's come-get-me face! hehe.

Flashyyyyyy.
Dishant, you suck at photography myannn. urgh!
Dil toh pagal hai~
k sissyzzz.
hehe cheeky as ever.
haripppp sexy pose. =.=
hi thr yours truly.
HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEAREST RUPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
it was fun ystd and lots of camwhoring.
Hope you like th card & 'retro' belt.
Hope u'll rock my college life, as always. I'll too. hehe.
lotsa Love!

happy birthday to dearest tissue and samantha.
hehee both growing older liaooozzz.
dont be too nakali hai tya!
LOVE

INSOMANIAC!

2009-10-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

yo blogggg.

well inso at saturday was okayyy.
more to th boring side.

besides that i am heading to citycentre w roopsy & sissy tmr.
hope we have lotsa fun.
hehehe.

p/s: why you even bother?!

dashain, holidays yet Nostalgic.

2009-10-05T17:27:00.002+08:00

hi there, th blog of my dreams.

i feel nostalgic.
i wish i was back home.
Sigh! Does absence really make th heart grow fonder?
Fxckshitzzz.

ANW!
heading to inso this 10OCT!
and yes IM FRIGGINGEXCITED!
cuss it has been a looong time and i bet it misses me. HAHA.
hope nth goes wrong on that day tho.

well this holiday is going pretty boring man.
i realise i haven even gone out and party th hell outta me.
it has just been dashain visits to and fro from relatives house.
whatta bore!
And i actually miss college.
my class rupa priya semi all.

aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
whatthf.

FUCK BHANDAS!!!!! chebai.

2009-09-14T15:18:00.002+08:00

Firstly, FUCK BHANDASSSSS!
i was like super syked up for maths ( my fav) exam and oh. guess what?
"Theres no collg due to bhanda."
llike whatthfuck man.
so my exams are like pushed back which means its only ends at 21 sept.
which also means NO DASHAIN PARTYYYYY! fuck ke. (priya, thr goes our excitement)
i am just super pissed at th collg lah, motherfuckin freeloaders.

Anw!
i am chatting w jasmi now + webcam sommoree. :D
haha aft so long chat long long convo myann.
Showed me all her hot newest clothest, just like th old times.
haha feels like i am almost thr.
shes still th same.
same expressions. same taste. same hair length HAHA! same love.
Sighhh... didnt realise imh so much.
Bestfrns whatttttttttt. hehehe.
sometimes i feel like at th end of th day, its only THE bf that matters.
i still m thankful for all th others too tho.
When you'r apart, distance will tell it all.
who's real and who aint.

Anw i am really surprised by th type of pple who just make up stories of others out of jealousy.
like whatthfck lah. are you that insecure of yourselves?
Bitches&Dogs.

aite all th best numsy for exams.
love you. (HAHAHA)

090909

2009-09-09T17:54:00.002+08:00

090909
I'll improve to prove.
I'll change for th better.

Anw my exams commences next week and frankly i am scared for all subjects except maths.
sighh its my first like mini major exams, no doubt th fear but i hope i do well.
(cross fingers!!)

today's math test went well.
hope i'll get near full marks.
LUCKY!i did all th text book questions.
booyah!

aite gotta rush for chemistry lesson now!

p/s; jasmi i miss you alotzzz liao. :-*

i am sick of girls being such fanatics.

2009-08-31T20:03:00.002+08:00

firstly HAPPY (belated) 17TH TO ALLY & MANJIL!!!!!
have a blissful and rocking yr ahead.
hope we meet one day.
p/s; got my texts?

and lifes good so far.
hehe in fact i enjoy going to collg sia.
have like super laughing session w rupa priyeh and semi everyday.
and its like i love that feeling when you understand what you'r being thought.
like when you go like "ohhhhh, so thats how its done.'
waaaa that feeling shoik i tell you!
but its only th first term so i guess like its this part thats th easiest of th course innit?
i pray i remain consistent manzzz.

besdies tt, my first term exams are two weeks away.
sighh wonder how its gon be like.
hopefully i do well.

k i got like tons of stats and maths hw.
FUCKLAH. everyday got so much. cb.
oufffff mood off liao.
kk peace out.

Do you?

2009-08-23T17:03:00.003+08:00

YO BLOG!

Well this week was just a record lah.
First time ever aft one month of collg life, there was sch for one entire week!
thank god there was no bhandas and stupid public holidays.
people here damn worried alr, wondering if we can finish th course on time.
Phew, hope th following week turns out like this.
(cross fingers.)

Anw i called jasmi ystd.
was glad to finally talk to here.
but our conversation was rather dry cuss both of had nth much to talk about.

I MISS MAH HOMIEZZZ!

2009-08-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

YO BLOG.

you know sometimes i really wonder why theres a thing called ego.
i feel like this emotion really hinders one from reaching out th others.
i admit i have an ego and i hate it, well sometimes.
i just wish there wasnt any such thing called ego.
i just hate it when thrs so many unanswered questions in my head. i detest all these doubts.

ANW!
i went to th royal palace ystd.
and DAMN i was blow awaaaaay by th decoration inside lah. (ok only SOME of them)
Freaking huge and beautiful mirrors. ohmahgeezz. ( droolling )
and all th chandelliers. faint*
next time when grow up, i hope to have those type of huge ancient mirrors lah.

well i am trying to watch beyonce's sweet dreams video.
and you know how her videos are right?
very sexy moves and not much clothes. ( not dissing her tho.)
and we all know youtube's speed as well.
then its like th video stops half way while buffering and that scene is beyonce touching her boobs.
WTH lah. i am just scared pple will go like ' ewww is this girl watching porn in broad day light?'
BAYZADIIII! i am so not like those. ewwww! :S
Moving on, i am like fucking blown away by beyonce's moves!!!
cb i wish i could dance like her!
oh god, i just love her. JayZ, you are one hell of a lucky man.

Anw i talked to shaik after so longgg.
So long after that i thought he was already dead. HAHA.

ok i gotta go.
i have like four tests this week and here i am.
wow numa wow.
HAHA! welcome to my life.
aite miss you all mah homiez!.

SO LONG.

worried for j&b.

2009-08-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

YO!

i present to you th KoolestKids.com ambassadors.

Numi, Priyeh, Roopz & Siami.
p/s; rupa look damn cute lah. human turtle.

YO BLOGGY!

well it has been quite long i have updated?

hmmm.. now everything's stable.
just leading th typical college life. [ study- dinner- hw- sleep ]
anw coll is getting better.
no doubt i have a whale of a time w rups, priye & semi.
And i realise my class guys are actually nice.
i mean they'r polite and easy to get along.
well i am happy w my classmates.
i get along with everyone, well almost every one.
two more years w these babes.

Anw i was looking at my friendster/hi5 pictures.
they were old but damn brought back my fondest memories.
all th partying and all.
i miss editing and taking pictures man. and being satisfied w th end result.
SIGH! i think my creative juices has ran out.

well my kaka& kaki are here from hk for a vacation.
oh and her daughter too.
my kaki has got really nice accessories man, like so cool.
haha if she were to stay longer, we'd be sharing.

Well thinking of heading to inso next sat.
really having th urge to party.

k this is about it.
i dno what else to write ah, cb.
kk peace out.

p/s; jazz& bigg. hope you guys are good! loveyaboth!

when i left.

2009-07-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

OLLA SEXAYE!

so a week of college life has already passed.
and i gotta say its.... pretty ok.
classes are fine so far, cuss i manage to comprehend most of it.
cant believe i actually slept on first day, first physics class! BILLAAAA.
well th people in my class are pretty friendly. ok not my WHOLE class, only th girls.
thank god, no one looks those bitchy sort. but damn! no hansy dudes. (hehe)
but its like so anti man my class. boys and girls sit opposite sides!
like so anti lah th boys, i mean like cmon we'r 17 alr! not some pri school kids.
alrite alrite maybe it takes time to socialise. PFFT.

teachers are... ok.
almost all males cept for Rubeena mam (GP cher).
i like her though, thank god she can speack good english.

Anw, so in class i hang w roopsy, semi(half) and priya.
and its hell fun w these girls man!
rupa and priya can make me laugh my ass off lah!
&semi is always th ony laughing, while th 3 of us- jokers!
haha hope we go on like this for 2yrs man!
<3 so this is all i have. i hope i lose weight bfo th welcome party man. so depressing lah, look like a ball in sch-u. TCHHH! but oh well, to begin with i was never thin. HAHA. Aite so long suckazzzzz!

& th show goes on babes.

HAPPYHAPPY17TH DEAREST MOOOOOOONA!
All th best in life dude.
hope we stay frens forever.
Friends, Fools, Cuties forever aite?
LOVEYAO! takecare.
p/s: sorry for th typo in my text. haha and you so touched until cry righttttt?! heheeee.

Mixed.

2009-06-29T15:08:00.002+08:00

Random pictures. i found this baby pic of me sis and moon.
who knew moon was a plump kid!

no comments.

hehemoon susu samit grg me sis. since young yaoo.

club plat. jas and yinukamissing!

ksizterz.

olla bloggy!

well, went to clubplat last saturday.

man th dj really pissed me off man, motherfucking olds songs were played lah!

cb really ruined my mood that day.

dont even feel like talking about it.

anw i have grown horizontally.

and sis and mum are really like complaining bout my size. HAHA!

but what to do? i dont wna diet or what and food turns me on re k. HAHA.

anw i dont feell like blogging alr.

kk so long suckazzz.

peace.

I nearly DROOLED!!!

2009-06-23T13:50:00.002+08:00

Should i wait for you to call?

Is there any hope at all?

Are you drifting away?

-Disappear, Beyonce's

YOZZ BLOGG.
damn! got quite alot to update.

so th most recent thing is....
yst i went to this music festival w sis rohini fatty alok raneej dhiraj and puksy.
puksy was rapping along w his two others friends. and he had invited us to show him some love. i was just expecting it to be small scale like not much pple, just a bunch.
But guess what! it was HIPHOP! genre ystd. so there was like so many hiphop dudes.
first time in my life i saw so many hiphoppers at one place.
and shockingly, their get up was kool ke!!! didnt help that they were kute too!
KOOL + KUTE= SO MY TYPE LAHHH!! (droolz)
walauu if i had known there would be kool peeps i would have dressed up more lah, rather than dressing down. pffft!
man i reallly boy gazed ystd, afta so long.
haha i knowi might sound like boy crazy but those who know me, know me.
so... th rappers were quite ok.
i really loved th first and fourth man. so themselves and not like wnabes. way to go dudes!
puksy and gang were ok too tho.

And then th dancers!
everyone like literally rushed towards th stage ke. and me being short =.=, i didnt get to see much. had to keep jumping up and down, but even then to no avail.
oh yah! prakash dai was in th crew too man.
well their dance was good but rohini said it was all jabbawokeez steps. oh well.
sigh i wish i hada a crew too lah, sometimes. then wooooo~ dance to th maximum

oh yah!
and then there was this guy.
guess what. WE WERE WEARING TH EXACT SAME SHIRT!
how embarassing man. same graphic, same colour. just that his was male version, mine was female. he was wearing aviators and i swear i had worn mine, we would look like those couple who wear couple tee lah, couple bag lah. and bla bla.
ouffff, kya billa!

surprisingly saw abhishan thr too.
even more surprising, he acknowledged us! haha.

damn! i hada whale of a time ystd yao.
i hope i get to attend future music festivals! hehe.

another update.
I FINALLY MET PRAMILA YSTD!!!!
damn when i hugged her, i nearly teared man.
i was so so so sooooo happy to see her finally, after so many years.
even happier and touched to see that she was equally happy tosee me.
damn! we were like besties when we were younger.
we were almost alike lah. both big bums, both quick witted, both dallis!
haha. she was become quite big build now, not saying shes fat.
but like those big bone-d type.
awwwww,i am just gald we've met.
oh! met khemma too.
i think she's changed a weeeeeny bit? haha.

anw i gtg.
sis is getting mad.
aite so long suckazzzz!

We dont ride. man.

2009-06-17T18:53:00.003+08:00

If your pride is holding you back,

I'll let go,

Graciously.

hello blogggg!

i am currently chatting w moon and prati.

walauu moon was like so i heard ehhh...( referring to me and raneej lah.)

just wna say we aint tghr or stuff like that aite.

anw i called jazz yst and she was busy.

shall call her tmr? cuss now its abit late.

and it feels good talking to prati, pouring out all my emotions, she doing th same.

Dang girl! we both got ALOTTTTTTA pxxxe ah!

(you get what i mean.)

thanks girl anw.

ILOVEYAO.

p/s; i hope i get tt text! hehee/

solong suckazzz!

(K)

Everything's fair in love and war.

2009-06-15T14:19:00.003+08:00

Tensions are arising,

Emotions are triggring.

Dont make me th cause of it.

YOZZIE.

well rohini's back from spore!
and i met her ystd. poor her, next day alr start school.
girls look so weird in school you man, like th pants ah abit baggy?
i am so gona alter mine! hehe yea lah, vain what.
i think only saneel look good in th school u.
my school is only gna start second week of july.
i am sorta excited, i hope i end up w good yet FUN classmates. haha.

and oh i got jasmi's letter and photos and ras shirt.
i am very worried for her man. damn.
and ras tho th shirt abit baggy, thankU. :)

talked w dik th other night.
he's right, its inevitable that we will be distanced once sch commences.
diff schs, diff environment, diff clique.
sighhh, i know it inevitable but i cant accept it lah.
i mean we bonded so fast during intel, we went out so many times.
we had so much fun during all th outings. pictures and all!
th joy, th company, th laughter.
i am like used to seeing them almost everyday lah.
i am so glad i met this people, and i really hope we dont end up like just hi-bye frns.
thanks for all th love and affection guys.
(Alok,Lokzzy.
Dikshyant, Diksy.
Kanchan, Kanchi.
Pukar, Puksy.
Raneej, Ranee.
Saneel, Sanny.) Y yall.

p/s; jasmi please be careful.

HOT NEWS!!!

MY SISTERS SHORT STORY GOT PUBLISHED IN KATHMANDU POST!!! i am HELL prouda you sissy. bring glory to our family. :D

hes fallen fo her.

2009-06-10T12:02:00.002+08:00

YAOZZIE bloggie!
haha sorry ah neglect you cuss of facebook.
hehe.

anw intel's so boring nowadays.
like so few people.
then i end up bunking th other half lesson after th break.
haha.

i miss jasmi.
when i saw her bday pic in fb, i just wished i was thr lah.
to celebrate w her, to shower her with much more love.
i hope shes doing good thr, i hope she isnt lonely.
i cant wait for her to come to nepal after o's.
i feel like cryingggggg.

sighhh...
aite i wont be so senti.
i just miss mah homiezzzz ke.

aite so long suckazzzz!

p/s; prati needa update you lei.

If you stick around, be careful not to fall in love.

2009-06-07T12:38:00.002+08:00

Raneej and mua!
(jani says we both look pleasantly plump. wthh! but yea imfat :'(.) Th gang at alinas bakery- 050609
rohini missed it! :(

This was saneel's surprise!
damn sweet ah.

ok, just a random pic. (ignore)

ME! w th hottest cake.

i ate my face and hell yea i tasted good! haha.

olla blog.<3

(apologies for not blogging, am still tryna get th hang of facebook!)

so this are some of th pics i manage to upload.

tried uploading more but... cybers suck.

well ystd was saneel's treat at baneshowr's alinas and damn it hell big.
we had th lower part antire to ourselves lah! kool.

and th cake was th surprise was saneel's surprise/idea.

i was shocked man. who knew beneath such a tough/quiet exterior would lie a sweeet idea.

we ate, took pics, chilled, rocked.

it was fun, it always is with them. haha.

besides that i have been going intel often and its coming to an end soon.

i am glad i made great friends. i hope i make more of em at malpi!

hehe.

anw HAPPY HAPPY SEXYYY 17TH TO PANTCHYA!!

tho imma day late, i still love you. hehe.

all th best for future babes.

continue to update me.

left you a cute/cheeky offline msg.

LOVED!

school's gna start at july second week.

haha, lets rock puksy diksy and sissy.

Guilty Pleasure.

2009-05-24T14:44:00.002+08:00

heyyo bloggy.

today intel was o-kay.
only me, alok and kanchan.
then met puffmommy and fatty afterwards.
alok's leaving for pokhara tmr for a week, salay can moj liao.

and i saw ras bday pics.
girls look nicee , boys ok lah. HAHA.
i feel uber jealous now.
fuck. bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZZ TH BESTTTTTTTTTT!

2009-05-22T13:32:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPYHAPPY SEXY 17TH TO MY DEAREST JASMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! (bffz.)
sincere apologies for not calling ystd, not that it slipped my mind or anyth but there wasnt line at my hood. which means no internationalcalls nor internet. SORRY GIRL.
dont mann dhukao nay la, i still love you. hehe.
i hope you had a whale of a time ystd, a real pity i couldnt be thr tho.
i miss you so much here. :'''''(

HAPPY SWEETEST 16TH TO MY DEAR RASSS!
best wishes for your future endeavours babe.
i so wish i could be thr man, but..... :(
anw update me bout your talk of th town party aites.
i hope everything goes smooth.

sorry for sucha sloppy-no-pics blog wish.
but i am in a real hurry.
suppose to be home now.
so long suckazzzz.

p/s;happy 17th nancy and semi as well!

Club, th third.

2009-05-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

OLLA ILOVE-MIKA.BS.com

well i went clubbing at platinum ystd. (will post pic th next time! if possible.)
went with th usual gang me sissy rohini raneej dikfatty pukar suju mali priya sakil sagar.
songs started out like real bad and boring.
thank god, it got better somewhere in between.
there wasnt much crowd like th past two times i went.
dik th fatty was damn entertaining, funny!
but neverthless, it was like frigging fun.
i think ours was like th most hyper lah.
and after clubbing headed to kausi kitchen to eat.
must say th pizzzas was frigging nice!!! definetly going agn. hehe.
love th deco thr, so chilled out and cozy.

and today i went to malpi to see th results.
yes, i was selected for th interview. i am very happy.
but dik's wasnt, sis is in waiting.
me and pukar were like damn happy, jumping and hugging, screaming, all smiles.
but thn i felt abit guilty sia, cuss th disappointment in dik's face was damn obvious.
sighhh, now i know how raneej felt when we didnt get to RB.
i guess we'r all gna be seperated?
sakil saneel raneej in RB. alok in trinity. MAYBE me pukar rohini in malpi?
jani and dik?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... :(

intel was normal today.
i was feeling so bored and no mood to talk.
didnt help that i am suffering frm cough and flu.

aite, till then so long homiezz!

Am i too dudeish?

2009-05-09T16:02:00.002+08:00

YOZZIE ilove-mika.bs.com

today is just another typical saturday.
sissy and me went for th module test by intel and as always it was bad!!!
tho th dude beside let me copy his physics answer, its like all wrong lah! mood off.-.-
after th test went for newroad's famous soda and icecream at durbar square cafe w alok&pukar.
waaaaaa, th soda was like so not nice lah! yet ironically its famous. it tasted abit like th pani puri syrup? dang i think th pple here like th sour sour taste ah. weird.
ice cream was ok. so far, baskin robins is th best.
i ate th chocolate chip icecream, and guess how many chocolate chips i found? > 5. -.-""

today's plan was actually to go clubbing but raneej couldnt make it.
so i guess we'll be going next sat.
damn i am really itching to dance man, it has been long. uber long.
th last time i went was like vday. months ago.

i dno why i cant go online.
mthrf comp.
sorry ah will, wezzy, shumin. i dno whats up.
i tried uploading pics at frnstr and hi5, also cannot.
cheat my money lah deiii.

anw felt real good to talk to pantychya and shaik ystd.
th same excitement, th same adrenaline.
sighh, today quite a number online but damn this comp.
freakkkkk.

entrance at chelsea and malpi are coming up.
hope it goes good.
hafta to go malpi, after intel, tmr for admit card. exhaustion, eat me up.

aite so long suckazzzzz.
i guess i wont be online so soon.
peace\/

My perceptions has totally changed.

2009-05-08T15:38:00.008+08:00

didi and alok. HAHAH alok looks uber funny siaaaaaa!crew pic.
dei kanchan, cock eye da? haha mirinda (inside joke.)
Raneej mua and dick.
Prabesh! this is th dude who loooks somewht like you!!! innit?
yao dudes. HAHA. dick last hero paltincha yarr.
dick. CAMWHORE.
RANEEJ! prabesh lookalike, dont you think?
love this pic. & yinuka, manika, jasmi fill in th blanks.
W saniel. pool pro sehhh.
Th whole gang, had a wonderful feast at arirang! kimbap was th best!
PUKAR, (puke-ar) jokes. Rapper in th making, MC PIRATE yao!
hi there didi!
Alok. looks so much older than 16 siaaa.
hi thr, dikshanyt(dick for short. haha.) sorry i keep tesing you w rohini!
Numsy, th lovely. hehe. dikshanyt said i look like pocohohantas, really meh?
k sisters, still rocking out!
happy 16th alok! (funniest dude i met so far.)
sister look very pretty here eh?
w rohini pukar kanchan raneej alok.
w pukar(looks like he aint got no hands man), kanchan( yes he's a dude) and raneej.

Birthrday wishes:

30 april-
happy 17th dear suju (tho very late alr.)
1 May-
happy 16th dear raneej.
6 may-
happy 16th dear alok.
7 may-
happy 17th jenny wawa.
8/9 may-
happy 17th mali. ( sorry yar not too sure bout th date.)
21 MAY- HAPPY 17TH MY BESTEST FRN IN TH WORLD- JASMI GURUNGGG
and dearest william.
22 may-
happy 17th birthday semi.
23 MAY- MY DEAR RAS, happy sweet 16th! and happy 17th nancy.
26 may-
happy 17th LILY!

BLOGGYYY!

well theres quite alot to update actually.
entrance at budahnilkanta went well, but sadly didnt get it.
Outta 500+ poeple only 20 get in siaaaaa! like whatthf.
hope i can get in to rb tho.

After entrance for budha, went to durbar marg, sherpa mall, nakphokari, ktm mall and bishal bazarr w sakil and alok( intel frn).
Next day, went ktm mall w alok, dikshyant, raneej, kanchan, saniel to get raneej his bday pressie.
Next day was entrance at rb. maths was harip easy, but sci and eng- FAINT!
after tht went to kumaripati w sakil, rohini, sis and alok.
Then finally on may 6, we ( me sis rohini sakil raneej alok dikshyant saniel kanchan & pukar) went to arirang, korean restuarant. it was like uber fun man that day.
i am trying to upload th pics but like frigging slow lah, cb.

anw i felt so hurt today man.
cant believed she sorta ditched me for a dude whom she barely knew for half a day.
i never thought she was this type of girl lah, totally changed my perceptions man.
sighh, thank god at least alok,kanchan, raneej, dikshaynt, saniel, lily were there to lighten my mood man.

damn its taking like fucking long to upload pics.
fuck.

_______

finally upload liao.
cb so long.

aite so long suckazzzz.
holla soon!

finally blogging!

2009-04-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

BLOGGY!
omg i am blogging after damn long man.
i feel so happy now.

well i have been like HELL busy w bridge course as you know.
sighhh its everyday, you know how tired i will be when i reach home?
i pity th intelians most of th times.
th teaching style, question structure doesnt match to th one in spore at all man!
i really miss th spore teachers thr(miss tuan, mrs lai, miss siti, ms shamsuddin and others).
but tho this, its fun to a certain extent lah.
i've made frns and they'r quite nice.
my class boys reminds me of vin/will/jag and gwc man.
i am like if they were here, they will be making th same amount of noise! haha.
but definetly funner.

i dno why, but pple seem to think that i look like korean.
(i was a bit flattered lah, hehe.)
but i seriosly feel its only cuss of my bangs they say that.
haha.

anw i met rohihi and ahwin ystd after so long!!
felt great, phew.
and i got th pens from my dearest clique and ras's letter.
THNK YOU SO MUCH! really appreciate it.

sighhh i've lost touch w jazz, prati, ras,cliques, shaik, grg.
damn i got lots to update you guys lah.
i guess you guys are busy w school and poly. but,
Jazz,
Prati,
Cliques,
Ras,
Grg,
Shaik,
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH LAHHHHHH! :''''(
i feel so lonely here, like no one that close to update stuffs to.
imma loner man. fugg.

lolz ok i'll stop whining.
anw my entrance for buddhanilkhanta and rato bangla is coming up.
top two schools in nepal sia! like spore rgs and ri.
but i dont care lah, i am just doing it to test how stoops i really am? haha.
cuss they are testing on slc based stuffs and like how th hell do we do that in such short notice?!!!!
Physic is like fucking foreign to me cuss i never toook it in olvl.
so when i see th questions its like NOT EVEN SINGLE QUESTION CAN DO!!!
i try hard to grab th concept but dang! really feel like crying sometimes.
i am in a dilema cuss of this lah.
mothertucker.

i dno when i'll blog agn.
but i hope i can blog on 21/23 may( special? haha.)
i miss you guys bad man. tear tear :''(.
aite till then, so long suckerz!

p/s; you hurt me time and agn. now, i wont give a fxck about you.
i am pissed to th core. i only have two words, FUCK YOU!
pardon me if im wrong.

APPY NEW YEAR 2066, nepal.

2009-04-15T13:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2066, nepal.

hope our country prospers!

best wishes.

yaozz blog.
well bridge course has started and i've decided to join science stream.
and yes it difficult man. i dont even understand all th frigging bio terms lah!
physics? forget it, it like totallk forgein to me. never studied it bfo whatt.
maths is ok, i think im getting it.
english? godddd, no words. ok lah.
bio? FAINTTTTT! hariiiiip boring. and i guess old habits die hard, i cant stop yawning!
th sir saw me and was like good morning. HAHA!

and th classroom is very, VERY, small.
its so crammped that we dont even have space for movement man. Dang!
theres only like 7/8+ girls outta thirty so imagine.
the guys are like they think they damn handsome/cool those sort lah! whatta turn offfffff~
tho th negativity, i am glad to be in school agn.
i like putting my brain into good use, after so long. HAHA.

besides that my sis and i got into a quarrel ystd and we didnt talk th entire day.
i thought we werent gna talk for days, this time.
but guess what we tallked today! hahaha.
sighhh i guess we'r too close?
hahaha.

anw happy new year to all those who did or didnt wished me.
i aint got balance in my ph to reply back ah. hehe.
so thats why ah grg and jass and many others.

till then,
holla suckazzzzz.

p/s; shumin i reply ALL you guys mails.

HAPPY 37TH BDAY OMONI!

2009-04-11T15:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 37TH BDAY MOMMYYYYYY!

we'r so sorry that we always get confused w th date, and we'r a day late.

many many apologies.

Anw,

thank you for taking care of us when we were ill.

thank you blessing us w good looks. (hehe :p)

thank you for impending much wisdom in us.

thank you for having great taste when it comes to clothes/homedecor/cooking.

thank you for being cook.

thank you for loving us unconditionally.

thank you for being th Best mom.

we love you very very much (tho we dont verbally say this.)

Sarang heyo, Omoni! Y

Yaozz bloggy.

Well yst i went window shopping w sis,anku, dipa, ranu and manisha.

and gosh! i simply lovelove th clothes thr lahhh, so much better than th ones at new road and ktm mall.

First time in nepal, during shopping, i fell in love w so many clothes at once. faint!

sighhh i wish i had th cash tho. mood off.

th most embarassing thing was that i went in my es shirt and th bball design everlast shirt.

oh gosh it was th most embarassing time mannnnn!

well it wasnt i like i knew we were going shopping lah.

all in all, veryveryvery BAYZADD!

anw i just got back from nakhipot and i got th letter/photos/headband from pantychya.

thanks babe. haha sweet.

aite gtg cook pork for mommy's mini party later!

adious amigozzzzz!

p/s: it getting sooooo hot in nepal. should i rejoice or groan? dang.

Stop and stare, but not like never bfo. goons!

2009-04-09T12:43:00.002+08:00

A thousand miles,

that tore us apart.

A thousand miles,

that killed us.

A thousand miles,

that ended us.

Distance,

The sole reason why.

Yaozzz blogg.
well i know for sure im well alr, not i think.
this time im sure.

spent 3days at my phupu's crib.
it was pretty fun? tho th dog was damn annoyang, keep following us.
but i realised i miss home/mommy. haha.
First day we just stayed thr, nothing much done.
Second day we went to collect our baini's result, and thankfully she passed.
when we reached her sch ah, woaaa! we got stares like what sia.
then after that we went to th zoo, i liked th birds section th best lah. shoud've aken my nikon along. but oh well..
On our way to newroad(Jeans cafe) guess what we got like freakking lost.
and dang we walked allll th way to k-mall, mothertrucker.
good exercise, but hell tiring. ate at th bhancha ghar and headed home.

Next day we headed to Intel for our bridge course.
and its gna start this sunday!
frankly im excited yet scared mannn.
My social life is totally gna go down cuss this course is 7days per week, everyday lah!!!
every sat got test somemore. f! this only means pimples! alert. pfffffft.
skin just gt better lah, sighhhh.
Really persuading ROHINI to join also than atleast i'll have a frn.
jani's got anku in th non science course, at least.
headed to malpi institue after that and met anil thr too.
i like th uni thr tho.
chelsea is not bad also but ... i dno. :S

I m totally rejoicing over th fact that i manage to fool jasmi, prati, shaik lah!
i maybe in nepal, a thousand miles away, butnot badd ah. hehe.
Poor jass she was like damn concerned and worried lah! thank god not petty when she foundout th truth. hehe, some more say tears of joy. HAHA. sarang he!
Dont feel lonely thr ok, at least you've got bigg.
im glad he's thr for you.
me, i fell lonely here too. but..
sighhh we'll met soon, trust me.
and i miss you much, always.
Bff yea?

aite so long suckazzzzz.

happy 16th pabann!

2009-04-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

Happy happy 16th PABANNNN!
now we are same age liao, no more age gap.
keep up w my maturity ah. no more small boi (phucheyy) liao.
a year older, a year wiser.
Study hard, play hard.
Love numsy.k

Whuduup blog.
i've got good news!
i think i am well agn , oh its a miracle.
thank god for making me well.
i never wna be sick agn.
gna stay over at phupu's crib tonight.
and head over to nakhipot to get mua letters tmr?
thats just a thought tho.

And oh, have a safe flight!
have a blast back thr.
bring me goodies! i'll be waiting, muhahaha.

p/s: sorry grg and jasmi for not holla-ing, aint got nuff balance.
and grg thanks for th reminders! hehe.

motherfucker, i am sick.

2009-04-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY YAPPY 16TH BDAY TOPAY(topieeee)!!!
sorry aint nuff $ to text but..
best wishes, 'bhai'.
study hard, play hard.
lotsa love,
Noona Noomzy.

YAOZ blogwlogslog.
its has been long man, damn!well it cuss i am sick and having a bad case of diarrhea.
went to th docs but th drugs aint working!
friggin pissing off, having to run to loo every now and then.
which is why i have been cooped up at home for a long long time.
haven gone out, doll up in ages.

i've spent these days watching like tons&tons of films.
house bunny, 27 dresses, my baby brother and me, imsorry i love you, SITC, make it happen, a walk to rmbr & seducing mr. perfect are some of which i've watched. hehe.
and i 've a confession to make, ilove korean lah!!!!
i never thought thr'd be a day where i would say this man.
and yes korean guys are DAMN hot! fucking cute lah! (drools)
now i get why th huge fan base. finally.

school's gna start soon i guess, cuss slc has ended.
sighh feel abit scared and nervous. damn.
anw i got fooled my parbat on fools day.
but i fooled shaik prati mali. not bad eh? hehe.

aite thats all.
still sick, hope i get well soon. pray for me (my) people. haha.
lotsalove.

I reread your text to see if i would still get th same warm fuzzy feeling in my heart.
And i didnt!
Are you thinking what im thinking?
Finally.

a call, thats all i needed. thanks jazzz.

2009-03-28T16:50:00.005+08:00

Raced to th rooftop.

Felt th fierce wind across my face.

Blew my hair in all directions.

Resisted th urge to shiver.

Screamed my hearts out, silently.

Pondered if you feel th way i do.

Tell me im wrong by proving im wrong.

Scold me, scream at me.

Then atleast i'll know you still care.

YAOZZ.

i am like uber happy lah, cuss jass called ystd. wooohoo~
at first i was like pratichya ho? (cuss she says call you soon, call you soon mah.)
then to my surprise it was jasmi!
we talked for an hour and a half? time flew that fast man.
realise i miss her much. siggghh, bestfrn whot.
i asked her to sent me graphic tees and she offered a tube top as well, hehe.
i know my limits lah, i wont ask for much.
(unlike some pple. -.- think what your frn damn rich ah? pfft.)
but i aint hopeful of anything tho. its better this way, haha.

and sighhh.
i couldnt believe my ears man.
waaa, felt damn hurt when i heard it.
isnt your y suppose to be more dearer than z?
just felt hurt lah thats all.
freakkkkkkkk!

and ras dont be sad ya?
nth is forever. damn.

so long.
SUCKAZZZZZZZZZ!

Finally, i am free of guilt.

2009-03-27T14:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH my dearest bestf-in-law BIGG!
A year older, A year wiser.
Bestwishes, & take care of jazz.
happy 10mth in adv too, last long.
Love, Noomzy.k
Y

yaozzie ilove-mika.bs.
nth's new.

just found out from bigg that jazz changed her number.
and she didnt even inform me lah! like whatthfish! ~.~ pfft.
oh well.
sabita had overnight my crib last sat and it really reminded me of th time jazz came over to mah crib th day bfo she went nepal.
that day we talked our hearts out from night till seven in th morning.
that day we ate th fruit salad, drank juices.
that night i teared thinking that it was prolly gna be th first and last.
sighhhh!

and i am really yearning to go clubbing ah.
me suju mali HARDCOREttes, set.

munna say i become bimbo-er.
cuss eat too much chowmein, like how in th world are they related?
weirdo, HAHA.

aite thats all,
dying of boredom.
so long suckaaaazzz.

p/s; this girl got her hands on my backrest, damn annoying sia. CB.

rohinni's BACK! FINALLY.

2009-03-25T13:55:00.000+08:00

ROHINI'S BACK, FINALLY!
felt so good to talk to her man, ystd.
damn we shall mooj here once manika finishes her slc.
cant wait for my letters, if have ah.

thanks jal for th pens.
thanks panty for th effort. ( i dont mind one bit.)

and all th best for th slc students here in nepal.

i gtg, DAMN!
i miss jasmi bad.
kk holla suckazzzzzzzz

HAPPY BELATED BDAY DEAR GRG!!!!

2009-03-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BDAY pRAShant GRGGG!
though imma a day late, i texted you ystd at 12 sharp eh.
many many happy returns of th day aite,
a year older, a year wiser.
study hard and all th v best for o's.
you gotta score dude!!
AND! dont so cheeky ahh.
you know what i mean.
hope you chance upoon this.
w lotsa love,
Numsy. K
Y

yaozzie blog.
well i went newroad yst w mommy juli sis and sabita.
mom bought this damn cute hoddie for her sis man, whose in aussie.
i was like is it for us, is it for us?! she was like NOOOO!
damn! buy for her sis, never buy for me.
pffttt. (jokinggg.)

Doubtful.

2009-03-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

We've lost touch,
We'r losing contact.
Very soon, we'll lose one another.
Goodbye, my dear(s).
(K)

p/s: grg if i dont come online this 20th, then really sorry hai. i'll try texting from there.

Now, i quit.

2009-03-13T15:29:00.002+08:00

hey sexy.

holi has passed, and i didnt get hit by any water balloons fortunately. (heard tt, shaik?)
cuss i was cooking momo at home, tho damn tiring, results were good.
i was so eager to play hoili lah! butt my sis was like 'make momo, make momo' so no choice had to stay in mah crib and help out.

about th magar samaach, it was ok.
rather boring.
did nth but eat, roam and pictures.

shaik called th oter time man, afew days bfo holi.
and it felt good talking to him.
HAHA! cant believe we still laugh over th curtain joke.
handkerchief one even funny lah dei.
and shirin called me yst.
it was a pleasant surprise man, i was like omgg!
haha said she will mail me and stuffs.

it boring now,
cuss no one's online cept shaik.
and i wna upload pics but lazyyyyyy.
damn!
aite thats all, peace.

I wish it never occured.

2009-03-06T15:22:00.003+08:00

yao.

well i was looking up for this song by tpain feat chris brezze/vice versa.
i saw this video on VOA channel whilst watching tv th other time and my sis and me were like instant jumping and dancing when we heard th song lah! (mom bro kaka shocked.)
it was like love at first... sound? in short we found th song DAM hot.

another vid was Mrs officer by lil wayne.
it was ummm.. ok. you know wezzy's style of slow/lazy/nasel gangsta rap.
and many candy girls caressing him. (typical hiphop vid)
he even kissed one girl lah! (nvr seen him done tt.) i guess th chemistry was thr. oh well..
bobby valentino was thr too, and he kept singing 'wee oh weee oh weee'. puzzling.

third was Kardinal official feat keri hilson- numba one.
keri hilson's vocals are power as always, duh. really like th way she changed th tone from th original one. vid was ok, dancers were good.

fourth was My life would suck w/o by kelly clarkson.
th vid was very cute, you know.
i think her ray ban blue rimmed shades were uber fly, i wish i had one man!! but...

so this are th songs i have heard so far, have zilch idea of how old or new they are.
geez feel like a music critic. (but so not.)

anw my boju nearly fell man yst.
i swear i was like sato urnay(dam terrified) but at th same time it was damn funny th way she nearly fell lah! (sorry boju) hehe.
me and sis were suppose to grocery shop lah but sneaked to use comp.
seriously i feel like we have grown damn cyber freaks lah! oufff.
and tmr is juli's magar thingy. hope we'll enjoy thr?

till then ciao!

p/s: HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY TO GRGGGG! (20 mar)
really miss you making us laugh like hyenas,
HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY TO BIGGGGYYY bestf-in-law.
miss your brotherly love dude! take care of jasmi ah!!!! hehe.
pp/ss: SKIN HAS DETIORATED! fainttttt.

Remember me, And shed a tear.

2009-03-03T19:06:00.003+08:00

Everywhere im looking out, im surrounded by all your grace.
Baby i can see your halo.
-Beyonce's halo.

so this are SOME of th pics i took to kill time.
i shall upload in my social network profiles once i am done taking more.
haha i think th (vintage/colourful) sweater above is damn cute lahh!
well besides that life's still a bore.
and i am sorta outta cash which only means i aint gna come online so often?
poor me.
dont be shocked if one day in th headlines you see '16 YR OLD GIRL DIED OF BOREDOM'.
HAHAH! (exaggeration queen)
aite ciao!
missing all mah homiezz.(K)

this (above) is th person i miss most.
DUH, cuss she's my bestfrn in th world! haha
just talked to her online/webcam.
just wonder when we will talk agn?
i will call once i have cash aite, dont ever think i forgot you.
Remember me once in a while,
And shed a tear. ( wait more than A tear)

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH JAGGGGGGGGGG!
see i rmbr even when i am in nepal and you didint come see me off and didnt come to my bday party! (idiot. you owe me!)
anw sorry i cant text you or like contact you? cuss i aint got your number, thats why.
i wish you well in life.
i will always rmbr our classrooms days, i miss you much here.
do study hard, make your self worthy.
Lots of love from NUMA.K ( class bff)
missing you/vin/will much.

To love, is to risk not being loved in return.

2009-03-01T19:48:00.004+08:00

Not a call, not a text on th day i left.

Yet i was there when you were at your lowest.
Now i am complete sure im erased from your memories.
Thanks 'alot' dear.

yo sexy.
i so wna watch th curious case of benjamin button/milk/twilight right na na na.
i am so outdated right na na na.
i miss jasmi right na na naa.
ok i should stop right na na na na na NOW! (hehe)

well no one's really online right now.
as in like th ones i usually talk to (cept for wezzy&will.)
boredom strikes!
(moments later, prati online.)

anw i went anku's (HOT) crib ystd.
it was sorta like a house warming kinda thang lah.
and i saw shardha, narmata, jaya and all her others frns.
she must have been over th moon to meet all her frns lah!
sighhh! i wonder when its gon' be my turn.

ok thats all.
i think imma search for new songs.
damn outdated now.
so long suckaaazzzz.

p/s:
3 march 09'
HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BDAY dearest JAG!
wish you well in life, study hard.
Rmbr me, always?
LOTSA LOVE frm, Numa. (bff)

Get your head straight.

2009-02-22T18:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH B'DAY ANITAAAAAAA bhalay!

all th best in life.

miss you and your uber hilarious jokes here.

love you

love numa. Y

yozzie blog.

well... i am really itching to take pics!
this morning i thought of ideas ( tho not that fab lah), and i couldnt even sit straight lah!
i paced up and down th room.
dang! i really wna take (good) pics yao.
so i told my sis 'eh jie you be my photographer ok?'
then she was like give th shit face, HAHA!
cuss its like everytime she takes a shot for me i dont get satisfied and i ask her to shoot agn&agn.
then she gets frustrated.
haha funny lah.
and dont worry lah pantychya next time we can model/takeshots for one another, th sisterly way.
i think by that time old alr sia! HAHA.

anw i am glad to know that ras liked what i got her. (phew!)
and that clique will be meeting w ally soon.
and that prati got her PINK letter. ( cute right? hehe.)
and th gums our homiez got from k sisters/suju/evon.
and th only confirmation left is from jazz.
a BIG BIG thanks to dear allly who helped me deliver them.
thanks alot ally! muchos gracias. (K)

besides that life is pretty much ok.
tho lonely, life goes on.
never thought i wouldnt be able to pratise what i preach. (NATO!)
haha.
well thats all, gotta go.
miss mah homiezzz. ( haha its like i say this almost every post.)

yours truly,
Numa.k(Y)

p.s; AHHHHHHHHHH! jalean is online. FINALLY talking to her lah. feel like crying lah. damn!

Go on, girl.

2009-02-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

yozzie blog.

well i went to this website, and dang!
th pple thr are really cool/unique man. (right prati?)
their dressup is like... woahhhh!
i wonder where they get their clothes from man.
and th way they take pics is like even woah-er!
it was pretty inspirational, cuss it has beens eons since i last took a good shot.

lifes still th same ol' bore.
frigging boring.
i cant wait for school to start.
start anew?

toodles.

So go ahead and tempt me.

2009-02-20T16:58:00.002+08:00

When i gave her 'Our Kodak Moments',
she cried.
When she left for nepal,
she cried too.
When she saw me in th aiport upon arrival in nepal,
she cried as well.
When she left for spore,
she cried again.
When she called me ystd,
again, she cried.
Yet shes th bestest i ever had. (along with prati.)
woooooohooooo!
jasmi finally called me ystd lahhhhh! i was dam damn happy man.
made my entire day.
it felt so good to hear her voice.
man i missed her so much.
she still th same ol jazzme, keep crying.
i guess she was overhjoyed to hear my voice lah. hehe.
poor jazz, phone was confiscated. how to contact you ah?!!!
hehe kidding i will call you when got cazzzhh aite.
sighhh cant believe i miss you so much.
hope we remain bffs till our grandma days. (pinky promise?)

and frigging happy that shumin mailed mua.
dont be sad babe. think positive.
and "not as hot as xxxx". HAHA.cute lah.
keep mailing me k babe!

anw yst i went to a wedding party.
was quite fun yet boring at th same time.
it was fun looking at pple, and th aunty who was jumping w so much joy on both her son and daughter wedding.
but yet boring cuss we hardly recogonised anyone, most were chetri bouns thats why.
(take note: not being jhat-tist.)

well thats all for this post.
miss mah homiezz bad. take care y'all back thr. :)

p/s:
A fair weather frn is someone who,
lends you th umbrella when th sun is shining,
but takes it back th minute it rains.
Many a times, you made a perfect essence of a fair weather frn.
And i forgot and forgave.
But
Oneday when its too much, i'll stop using that brolly of yours.
And that day, you'll lose a frn who treated you nth like how you did.
yes it wont matter, but i believe what goes around comes around.
Take care dear 'friend'.

LOVE, numzz.

happy belated v day mahh homiezz.

2009-02-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

hey ilove-mika.bs.com!
so long since i last blogged lah!!

HAPPY VDAY homiezzz!(belated)
and appy happy bday sherina. dont be angry i dint text k.
i tried but couldnt go thru. pinky swear!

anw clubbing during vday was OFF TH HOOK lahh!
man! perspired like hell.
tho songs started off slow and boring and, txx and frns were friggin irritating,
me suju mali had more that a whale of a time mannn, right babes?
haha.

ally and th alez's parents went back today man.
sighh. haha.
aunty is damn cute lah, somewhat still like a kid. haha.
hope i meet them agn someday!
you sy one ah aunty? next yr. haa.

well i got a wedding attend to today.
hope it'll be fun w good food.
ahahah.

prati thanks for calling th other day man.
felt so good to talk to you lahhhhhh!
'are you thinking what i am thinking?" AHAHA. g-ssip.
cheeky ahhh. haha. killed my borredom too.
if only one would call everyday! haha.
thanks alot ah, mr lady's mrs.
love you from th core of my soul lahhh. HAHA.

and grg, sorry i didnt pick up your call ah.
was busy getting ready lah. hee.

aite thats all.
missing my JASMI v much.
sighhh. haha.

take care my homiezz!

fuck this comp BIG time. fuck you.

2009-02-06T15:55:00.003+08:00

hey blog.

fuck this comp lah.
like motherfucking chebai slow.
its really eating my brains lah.
chebai why are th comps here all slow?
damn, i am boiling man.
cant even upload pics, only manage to upload one pathetic pic.
fuck this comp lah.
cant wait till we get our own internet at home.

anw so my days have been th same ol bore.
lucky we have boju man. she tells us stories/incidents about our gau(village) and man they'r funny. we laugh and laugh like crazy hysterical hyeenas.
i feel so blessed to have boju man but sometimes i just fear one day when i wake up, she wont be thr anymore. sigh!

so i am looking forward to th vday thingy.
cuss i have been cooped up at home too long, way longggggg.
cant wait to glam up and dance lahhh. hehe me suju sua!

school has yet to start cuss my batch here in nepal has yet to finish their slc,
which means th next term for us starts only during june/july?
wee lots of slack time, yea? no! its boring,hell boring.
i wna go to some self upgrading course man like.. vocal/dance/cooking?/ biking/ etc lessons.
but thing is all these kinda places are far from my hood.
i think i shall enroll to some tuiton thingy lah, cuss i swear i forgot how to study alr.
haha.

A quick bday wish:
HAPPY HAPPY 17TH dear cousin aasik! (7/2/09-tmr)
HAPPY HAPPY BDAY SHERINAAAA! (14/2/09)
HAPPY HAPPY BDAY ANITAAAAA babe! ( 22/2/09)
all th best in life.
haha. all th advance wishes cuss i think most prolly i wont be online.
i will try smsing you babes from here k. but if you dont receive its prolly cuss sth wrong w connection. so apologies.

well thats about all.
gtg feeling hungry, quench hunger in CHEESERINGS ( my absolute fave lah!).
dno why feel hungry damn fast these days. haha.

Peace out, SUCKAZZZZZ!

shit shit!
this guy behind me was watching porn lah. and he saw me look.
ewwwwwwww. faint* goodness.
BAYZADDDDD.

you know how it irrtating it can get when you anticipate sth but it just doesnt happen/appear?
well thats how i feel man.
fuck lah i wont bother anymore.
your choice lah babes.

P/S: happy v day to all in advance. spread th love, spread th joy.Y

pp//ss:: miss you jazz.

damn. its hard.

2009-01-31T18:01:00.002+08:00

Scared, Lonely, Remorse.
thats how i am feeling.
Distance
thats th reason why.
Jasmi, Prati.
thats who i really wish was here.
Missing,
thats what im sick of doing.
Yet,
Singapore.
thats where i wish i really was.

damn.
it took me guts.
shitzzzz. Jazz, Prati save me lah.

th mistakes made are clear.

2009-01-30T16:35:00.003+08:00

hey bloggy.
i am chatting w anita/suju now.
it feels good, almost like a reunion.
i wish ras was online to participate in th group chat man, would have been much more fun.
(COME ONLINE LAH.) hehe.

and i am chatting w shaik too.
man all our gossips.
chebai lah, shock me that jag die.
mother fucker, go die. HAHA.

but jazz prati aint online lah, boring.
miss you too.
miss many many pple.
anw i think imma going clubbing on v day w th girls and evan all.
hope it will be fun, seriously.

ok thats all.
so boring right?oh well. haah.
i gtg phupu's crib anw.
byebye/

p/s; HAPPY HAPPY BELATED 17TH TO ROHINIIIII!
come nepal soon la. hehe.

explain to me th conspiracies.

2009-01-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

damn.
i feel hpyocrite man.
i never should have in th first place lah.
now i am th only one in deep shit.

and electricity is going soon.
so toodles.

Survived th suspense.

2009-01-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

i miss long talks w jazz.
i miss th hysterical laughters of my clique.
i miss th 155 rides/gossips w shaik.
i miss gossips w tissue/samantha.
i miss kacauing pantychya.
i miss bb-ing w homiez.

i come here, and i whine.
i pity myself sometimes.
but hell! lifes boring w/o friends.
agreed?

th wait.

2009-01-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

Finally, th wait of two months is over!
th results were released yst and damn couldnt sleep th night bfo.
well, i am pretty satisfied for my results. nt that happy nor that sad. i am just glad dad's glad.
he was like lets celebrate! haha. bought cupcakes and cokes. ( definiton of celebrate noted, dad. HAAHA.)
my kaka, phupu and boju was like 'bhadhai cha hai !" haha.

me and moon sama sama lah!
walau if i was in spore we would be like eating ice cream, celebrating.
damn! but i am in nepal. =.= (F).

grg and jasmi called yst, found it uber sweet man.
haha. thanks guys.
and congrats to clique ah, i know you guys confirm do well.
my best wishes to you girls.

hmmm what else is thr to update.
life sucks as usual.
there wont be electricty for 16hrs in a day! which means less cybertime.
motherfuckerzzz.
haiya th cyber isnt that good also.
cant upload pics, th connection suckkyy, th list goes on.

oh well, i guess i shall end here.
i miss my ppple thr back in spore.
love yall!

b.o.r.in.g

2009-01-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

hey sexy.
yes i am here to whine again.

its so boring here, no electrity which means no tv, no comp = BORINGGGGG!
i almost wish i was schooling sometimes, at least it kills boredom. i can make friends and all.
i have to tahan this for SIX mths man, cuss thats when our college starts.

i miss singapore.
i miss my friends, homiez.
i miss school.
i miss th parties.
i miss playing bball w homiez.
i miss photography.
i miss editing and posting them in my proflies. i think i have b'com th most outdated lah.
i dont even have time to check them, time is spent replying mails and blogging.
it so pathetic, my lifestyle here. i wish was in s'pore, real bad.
i worry bout my results man, heard frm grg its on 12jan. but others say 15, 21 or whatever lah.
gees i hope i do well man, my parents are like expecting so much from me lah, BELOW TEN.
ohmagees!! Lord, give me your blessings! (K)

dear JASMI, MELISSA, PANTYCHYA, TISSUE, RAS and cliques.
i miss you girls alot.
call me, kill my boredom.
actually i miss alot of pple, too much to name.
tissue tissue, you ah.
not shy ah! confess to public. HAHAH. YEHEY!
anw you sound really stresss lei judging frm yr text. whats up babe?
mail me soon k!

okay thats all bloggy!
i hope i do well.
blog soon!!!!
(K)(K)(K)

hello 2009, goodbye2008.

2009-01-04T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hello 2008, Goodbye 2009.

thanks all those who made 2008 memorable.

i turned 16, like many others.

a yr older, a yr wiser.

Lord, bless me. Y

HEY SEXYY!
it has been so long i checked mail or blogged or chatted mannnnnnnn.
well, i am replying mails now and chatting as well.

i cant believe 2009 is here man, do i say this everyyr? HAHA.
anw new year was a simple affair of buffet dinner at th Yak and Yeti hotel.
it was quite fun, my boju made me laugh like siao lah! shes so funny man, like grg.
would have been much better if it was homiez? oh well, thats impossible.

it so boring at home.
news has it that there wont be electricity for 18 hrs!!!! FAINT!!
how to life like this man. sighh.

and today my tumba&family went back to dharan.
wont be as fun w/o them.
BUT im sure boju will entertain us lah. heheheheheh, love love boju.

what else is thr?
OH YAHHH!

HAPPY BDAY KATTTTTTTTTTTT! and renu.

i texted you today, tho a day late. real sorry k.
hope you got it man. :(
and shumin, i got text you okay.
walau text THREEE times lei.
dont be sad okay. haha.

well i guess i will end here.
talk to you soon, bloggie woggay!

happy new yr to all!

moving on.

2008-12-22T18:33:00.002+08:00

hey sexyyyyyy!
i just got back from dharan yst.
and i guess its better there.
not so bumpy roads, better weather.
i liked madesh best tho.
th village life, so simple yet cosy and happy.
haha.

anw thrs not much to blog.
gtg soon.
spent more time chatting and mailing.
so sweet of sam tissue and will to mail sia! thanks guys. (K)
well, i thinkTHINK we are going clubbing on th 25th. hehehe.
celebrate c'mas and d's bday.
i hope we will have a blast man! excitedddd.
but th next day the alezz will be leaving for spore. what thh..
seriously i am sicker than sick of good byes. god! its nvr gna go away.

well i gtg.
happy i talked to all my frns cept cliques. haven heard of them in eons. oh well.

see yah love!

another random day.

2008-12-14T17:06:00.002+08:00

YO SEXY!!
haha.

well i am quite happy now.
talked to ras and grg. atleast! mailed sam and tissue.
so sweet of you both to mail.
and another thing, i met suju, jazz, mali, nita, evon day bfor yst. after so long.
oh yah! not forgetting my dear manikaaaaa, my childhood dost yarr.
she's still th same. innocent and naive.
DAMN. th feeling of reunitng w a frn after like 6/7 yrs is just... exciting.
it felt so good to be w jazz manika and sis. (rohini and yinuka missing lah) spoiler. HAHA.
when rohini comes here, jazz will be gone. oufff. if only all six of us lah. sigghh

so i met them at this festival lah, called chasok/chandi.
its a rai/limbu dance thing.
woooooooooow there was like tons and tons of teens lah.
i got to see th better side of them.
**************

shit lah gtg.
no electricity. fuck!!!!
kk bye.

life sucks-period!

2008-12-09T14:45:00.002+08:00

hey sexy!
it has been sucha a long time since i last blogged.
so here i am in a cyber in nepal.
and life in nepal is pretty much...... BAD!
everything is different.
th people, th food, th environment.
electricity keeps going, so does water.
its freezing here. yet mommy says th cold has yet to come. =.=
i have yet to get a sim. it isnt as easy as singapore's man. damn!
sorry to those whom i promised to call/text but didnt.
sorry ah, haha.

sighhhh. every afternoon is sooooo boring.
parents forbid us to go out. well we'r new and its so dangerous here.
and i get hungry so fast here. even i cant believe it.
my appetite has really increased man.

well th good thing here is that i met jasmi and evan.
but ever since th airport, nah! we'r so far away from each other. mood off.
i talked to manika yst and damn! she's hell changed. her voice, th way she speak.
walau i couldnt believe it lah!
haha hope she comes my crib today.

i miss singapore lah.
i miss my homiezz.
i miss my cliques, shaik, mellisa, sam.
i miss manjil.
i miss th food.
i miss th easy accessibility to things. (sim food roads etc.)
damn its only been a week man. and i am sick of it.
i really hope i will get used to this man. :(

wht else is thr to say?
i hope i can come cyber often lahhh.
no one online to talk to me. what th bleahhh.
haha.

aite i shall end here.
i miss spore! and everyone! :(

p/s: thanks ras for th card. i appreciate it babe.
thanks mel for th perfume and th bestf thing.
thanks sherina for th card.
thanks jil, for not crying. really appreciate it.
thanks all those who came see me off.
i love you all. miss you!

kats crib- swimmming then pool!

2008-11-28T21:55:00.004+08:00

since 2004, till forver.we are family. hehe.
so much love in th house yao.

rmbr me always, love you!weirdos, sorry ah dno them. HAHAH.
awww, all looks so damn happy here. will miss those smiles, those laughter so much. :"(
LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
hehe sher not in pic. thank ah . hehe
dear babes,
i had a blast today man.
thanks for organising this, really appreciate it.
i am gna miss you girls soooo much.
i will always rmbr you girls, my blessings.
i dno, who i'd be hanging out w now man. sighhhh.
keep in contact girls, dont distace from one another.
take care of one another, study hard.
i hope to see you one day as successors.
mail me even if you dont miss me, see my pics if you miss me.
thanks for th love and affection,
thanks for all th stomach-aching laughter,
thanks for everything in th four years we bonded.
i love you girl, really.
remember me always.
goodbye. :''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

yours truly,
numa.

fuck. four days thats all i have. :(

2008-11-27T21:32:00.002+08:00

hi sexy.
guess what i only have four days left in singapore.
first it was two weeks, then narrowed to one. ystd it was five days, and today its four! :'(

damn i will miss this place man.
singapore, gc, school, my frns, my homies. damn!
thanks for all those for th love and affection.
really appreciate it.
sorry if i have offended anyone in any way.
forgive me for my mistakes.

i hope i will meet everyone someday, i hope.
i guess this will be my last time posting before i go back.
i will miss you bloggy.

sigggggh, it feels so sad!

on a happier note, i am as hell excited to meet jasmi, my bestest frn in my world.
i will give her th tighest and warmest hug mannnnn. oh god. cant wait!
freak!!! and prati too. my babes miss you lah.
sugieeee, cant believe we are walking dist way!

sighhhhh, so i feel half half bout going back man.
i shall end here.
suppose to meet ras too.

love you blog.
update you soon!
(K)(L)(S)

p/s: mon, so sweet of you to tag. take care aite, study hard!
motu: i will miss you bad, too. fxck.

nine more days

2008-11-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

hi sexy.
well today was boring day man.
woke up around eleven, lunched, clean up house, went down, pauna at kaki's.
i didnt play tho, didnt wna get sweaty for pauna.
ras was twirling and spiralling like a ballerina, look so cute sia.
one tiny thing swirling, haha!
and your nose v cute lah ras, not kidding. HAHA.

so during pauna, kaki cooked damn piro chutney sia. damn.
asked prati to call and she did!
felt so good talking to her aye. talked for a while w besh also.
the line got cut =.= got harip scared ppt finished man. haha.
well both said clubbing was a blast, while here everyone is sulking.
oh well i am half half. cuss i will be thr nine, t be exact 8 days later.
god! so excited to see my bestest frn in th world and th lovely prati and naughty suju lah. haha
but tears my heart to leave spore. damn.

i went prom ystd.
it started out bad man.
i was all ready waiting for prabha, called her and shit not picking up.
then called sandu and guess wht prabah showering. i was like HUH!! big time lah. she was th one say get ready by 5.30.
so she calls me, and tell me by ten mins i will be done.
(> 1.5 hr later.)
dam still no phone calls.
walauuuuu cb. freaking made me wait so long lah. still ten mins. busted sia prabha.
got pissed, but decided not to let it affect my prom.
so i reach th place (at bukit timah sth) and dinner had alr started.
man i was taken aback when i saw th number of people wearing black sia.
so manyyyyy lah, like black parade. haha, not saying anything wrong tho.

dinner was okay. but after that it was a blast.
i think kerwin's band did a good job man. nice song choices.
th lead girl look frndly too, not those bitchy sort.
so just rocked to the songs a lil.
then charades, little india and madagascar one damn funny lah! haha,
then my favourite! DANCE BABY!
was fun dancing w ly and all. haha.

after that took pics and headed home.
pretty much like th norm sweet16 parties here in ma hood.
i shall upload th pics soon. cant find usb dei.

so all in all prom was a blast, i dont regret it.
well organised dudes, kudos.
wonder what mummy and baba are doing in thailand?
buy me nice nice stuff ah mommy. dont mann dhuknay we didnt go lah. hehe.

anw shirin is heading to india tmr.
babe i will miss you so much.
lets hope we meet someday, keep that hope alive.
sorry i wont see you off.
love you shirin. take care.
god bless.

damn another good bye.
eight days later, multiplied by many more.
i know i will cry a river.
thanks my homies, everyone.
do come see me off. (K)

thanks grg, i know you mean it for our good.
you th best.
i am glad things cleared.
thanks grg.

aite sexy its time i go.
everyone's asleep. haha.
night babe. (K)

boringgggggggg.

2008-11-21T12:27:00.003+08:00

hey sexy.
well nowadays i get bored so easily.
eat and sleep and aana/aaso house. i still aint used to it tho.
time to time i look at prati house. i so wish she was here and i could have even overnight-ed her house! dam. and jasmi's house way up on 17th floor. same thing.
it gets so boring theres no komp nor cable tv there or at my own home.
ok at least i have th comp here.
so ystd i went to ras crib watch a lil of k drama, cb didnt even make sense at all lah!
dam. anyway spend time w ras is good enough.

so yst i went to buy prom dress, heart pain sia. haha.
i asked sissy to go w me- eye pain.
jasmi- not here. nepal.
prati- nepal too!
ras- nah, she must be too tired.
tissue- uk!!!!
dam so i went w my lil cute cuzzie aana. thanks babe.
and today is prom. not thatttt excited just a lil.
i hope all goes well, like i hope i dont trip or what.

my house feels so empty nowadays.
th aura is just ... weird?
prolly cuss mum and dad arent here.
theres so many chores still left to do.
dam! if mommy sees em' not done, she will go bonkers ah.

i wish mom was here to see my first and last prom.
i wish jasmi was here to help me out w my prom do.
i wish prati was here too.
BUT! ten mores days then i am off liao.
tears my heart to leave here but th thought of meeting jazz/prati/suju/mila just makes me pee in my pants lah. HAHA.
it so lonely here, no company anymore. thank god least got ras.
but ten more days, tahan numa tahan. you can do this.

haissss ramdom emotions.
i think i better go. gotta go pm buy lunch for family.
i hope prom goes well today. Doll up, look glam my babes.
see you!

p/s: damn i miss you like hell. yes you.

Damn! if only goodbyes were immune.

2008-11-19T11:29:00.006+08:00

hi sexy. feeling a lil down right now. i just got back from th airport, see off suju th alezz anita ally and nita.

damn i cried. fxck, i couldnt help but thinking what if we never meet and this was th last time. and th aura thr was just senti. when i saw ras cry, heart really went out to her man. poor ras, to let go of your bestf. i know how it feels.

damn! and prati made me this v v lovely album, awfully sweet of her man. poor her had to rush thru th night. thanks prati! i love you, you th best! and th alez mum was real sweet, she actually kissed me! (on th cheeks lah duh!) v sweet of her. thanks aunty! (K) i dno why i felt this gush of tears each time i hugged anyone. god! juli went, rupa went also. god! alot of people went man. all in all it was sad this morning. 12 days later it will be my turn. heart feels everso heavy. fxck! i really hope we meet in nepal babes/dudes! COME TO FETCH ME AH!!

WEZZY! gna miss you man homie. take care! come fetch me ah. love yao. see you in 12 days! (if.)

Juli. take care. study hard, i hope you will settle fine in nepal. and be strong babe.

nita, have a blast in nepal!

MAH HOMIEZZ! man we'r a big crew. 12 days later my turn, come see me off? HAHAH. jokes.

Ally! have a blast in nepal. dam you strong man. never cry like SAMITTTT. hehee. hope we meet babe.

ANITAAAA! have a blast in nepal. i will always rmr you as th funniest girl. man i 'll miss you. :''''''(
PRATIIIIII! damn i swear i love this girl to th max. thanks for everything. hope we do meet in nepal okay!! damn i am so gna miss you. (K)

i only have ras left. others leave us ah. :'( neh mind babe you and me. tag team. HAHA.

anita lah! sain sthdamn funny. all smiling like so happy. thanks man for all your humour. :') SUJUUUUUUUUUUU! babe, so gna miss you. hope we do meet in nepal aitezz. damn please b careful in nepal k! you know what i mean. damn love you so much.(K)

so others things to update.

rihanna's concert was blast! damn thanks pantychya. love you, really.

ystd bbq was o-kay. half fun half not.

and damn th rec movie was scary man.

stupid anorexia ghsot.oufffff. haha.

my birthday went okay. hope you guys enjoyed it man.

thanks nas for th banner,

thakns sam moom and j for wearing that indian gear.

thanks all those who came.

thanks mum dad family all those who made it possible. (K)

p/s: v lazy upload pics. next time. take time and i am worn out enough alr. all th crying has made me *.* hahah. laterzzz blogggg.

13 NOV. prati i love you biggggggggggg time man.

2008-11-11T11:21:00.004+08:00

oh Dear Rihanna, here i come. On th 13th, just wait. Y SEXYYYYYYYYYY! you are so not gna believe this.
listen, slowly.
I.
AM.
GOING.
TO..............

*drumroll* drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.bang.whoos.zingggg.zappp.powwo.

RIHANNA'S.
CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is that absofucking atrociously cool or what man!
fucking estatic. k this is how i manage to go.
all thanks to th oh-so-absolutely very much lovable PRATICHYAAAAAAA ALE!
man! i love this girl. too much. (K)
so since we were so so so so eager to go th concert we called muttons like freaks. i swear i called >100 times.
no kidding, thats how eager i was to go. BUT i had fierce competition lah, so i couldnt get thru. =.= mood off.
BUT BUT BUT... prati manage to get thru. and you have to say ella ella ella like a retard as much as you can for a minute ( or was it 20 secs? ).
prati having BIG lungs ( KIDDING LAH BABE) manage to go complete nuts and say like seventy one times!!!!!!
hands down won th other caller lah.
so she WONNNNNN!!!! dam i dno whats with her and winning tix man. lucky bitch!!! ( not literally lah.)
and guess what, she asked me!!! fucking cool, and i agreed w/o a doubts/thought or whatever.
i even plan what to wear alr. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! fuck i cant control this excitement. fuckingfucking excited.
i cant believe it, oh god am i dreaming? *pant pant. gasp gasp. *
my first concert!!! and last. hehe. and with a rocking babe like pantychya. who wouldnt be over th moon?! this is gna be so so memorable. love you babe.

*gasping for air*
okay lets contain this excitement.

anw another good news to go copeltely bonkers about.
OLEVELS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ten years, bloody ten years just for this majorwajor exam. glad, no more than glad its over.
hope my results will show lah huh.
fxck. too many good things. EXCITEMENT IS KILLING MEEEE.

so from today till 17th nov i am hell busy man! freaking manymany outings.

today- showgo(or dno what 70 sth storey building) with family. & and class gathering at ps? movie and dinner. ( sounds like some date lah! haha.)

tmr- GOING BUY PHONEEEEEEEEEEE! (another super uber excitement. cuss only after 16 years i am getting one man. =.= anw any recommendations? v noob ah. hehe) and treat by my little india. thanks shirin buvana kanchana and dheena. (L) and maybe, MAYBE, follw prati get th tix? ( not sure ah. hehe.)

thursday- RIHANNA CONCERTTTTTTT!!!!! HEHEHEHE. and bbq with my homies.

friday- movie outing with my homiessss. & sima bday. and some party.

saturday- sentosa? ( not sure where. ) with my homies agnnnn. hahaha.

sunday- gaulay party. (farewell for us lah i think.)

monday- my day to shine. MY BELATED PARTYYYYYYYYYYYY! WOOOOOOO. freakkkkk. hope all goss well.

okay i am totally flippig out over th events happening. esp those in caps. HAHAHA.
excitement is really killing me.

aite i shall get some rest bfo going to th showgo building or what.
PEACE\/ ciao.
love you.

man, this is your last straw huh?

2008-11-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

not a txxx, not a cxxx.
i gxxxx you've hxx ix.
i gxxxx wx axx dxxx.
yzz i hxxx bxxxxx tx wxxxx i sxxxx.
thing is i dxxx exxx hxxx tx rxxxx tx bx pxxxx?
cuss i axxx exxx yxxxx tx bxxxx w.
but i dxx ix jxxx ixxx mx.
haiyaaaaaa. ixx a cxxxx i gxxxx?
tx sxxx txxxx oxxx axx oxxx axxxx.
i dxx ix i sxxxx exxx axxxxxxxx ix tx fxxxx pxxxx.
ix txxx mxxxx yxx hxxxx txxx i ax fxxx w ix.
lxxx yxx lxx mxxxxx.
(K)

prove yourself more than words?

2008-11-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

/_
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Many questions linger, unanswered.
Pride gets in th way.
sorry?

happy birthday sam.

2008-11-09T17:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMITTTTT!
all th best in future and with nana.

Sorry that i cant tell?
Sorry that i dont wna tell?
Sorry that its better i keep to myself?
Sorry that we arent as one.
shitxzxz, just wish jasmi was here.
fxck screwed.

Yout were using me, in a diferent way i was using you.

2008-11-06T19:16:00.004+08:00

you make me realise i miss out th bad side, bitch.

SEXYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
oh my gess. bloody long since i last posted.
oh godddddd, i miss posting so much!
so many events have gone and passed alr.
whats th point of writing those anw.

well went to watch hsm3 with prati, ras, suju, jeni, ally.
not bad lah. i like th green green dress. HAHA..
too much kinky moments of z & v.
other things, o-kay lah.

ystd went shopping for nepal.
cant believing i am leaving for nepal alr. dec 2! freak.
anw i bought pants, heels, shirt and leopard scarves.
didnt do much shopping tho.
well, all th winter clothes bloody ex lah. cheespie.
saw this damn nice black leather jacket. would have gone perfect w my outfil for nepal man.
But FIVE HUNDRED!! siaoooo. obharai.
and i saw this damnnnnnnn cute rihanna-inspired dress at river island!
waaaaaaaaaaa, veh cute lei. oh jesus. droolzzzzzzz.

today was pretty muhc a drag.
bored at home to death. waiting got jazz to come online but... pfft!
haha. yahoooooooooo! she just called and i am talking to her right.
hehehe.

k then i gtg.
PEACE. \/

happy birthday Dear NOOMZY.

2008-10-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SEXIEXT SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME !

well happy birthday to me.

hello 16, goodbye 15.

a year older, a year wiser.

and my future awaits. (K)

thanks JASMI GURUNG for th wishes all th way from nepal. ( miss you babe. :'(

thanks for all th well wishes, my dear FELLAS and friends.

thanks manjil for th solo bday song.

thanks samit. big. jito. besh and prati fot th bday song.

thanks prati for th many many virtual cakes. (v cute.)

thank god for blessing me with a do-able amaths paper.

thanks all those others who wished me thru texts, friendster and hi5.

thanks to all those who i forgot to mention.

and lastly thanks jalean and jag for forgetting my bday. :'( {HAHA.}

aye bloggg. miss youuu.

2008-10-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

EHYO BLOG!!
it has been long mann, and hell yea i miss you. HAHA.
oh well what is there to say yarr?
stressed out my alll th specimen papers.

oh yah! HAPPY DASHARA TO ALL!!
best wishes and prosper.
haha my mum dad and bro went th party today man.
only sis and me at home,
and drats! i am suppose to cook dinner. mood off.......
well we are gna go tmr w th crew ( F&H GWC).
gna pile those memories in th folder man,
gna take 241458458 pics. all my babes and fellas donned in nicenice clothes.
hope all look fab ah tmr.
woooohoooooo damn excited now!!

and tissue please come tmrrrrrr.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. love you! hehehe.

alright thats all i got to say for now.
needa cook ah. jyauuuuu. f lah.
kk gtg byebye.
love you, till then CIAO.

ps: thanks all. ( reply to tags.)

Assurance, thats all i needed.

2008-09-23T14:58:00.002+08:00

Aye sexyyyyy!
okay theres some v good news and bad news.

so th good news is...... I GOT 22/25 FOR SS SBQ!!!!!! woooohoooo~
damn happy siolzzzzzzz. like first time ever in history i manage to get so high for sbq.
thank goddddd, this manage to pull me up to a b4 for comb humans.
thank god, indeed.
sialaa bocana get A2!! for comb humans sia, so good lah. grats siaa bocana hahaha.

and i got 44/65 for chem.
which is quite high for me lah as i was expecting to get like thirty something plus.
but bad news, bio pulled me down or should i say chem pulled me to a b4. either way lah huh.
pessimist and optimist.
shumin, congrats on getting A1 babe! our marks all sama-sama. HAHA!

bad news, f lah.
i got C5 for english. ~.~'
knn, paper failed like siao.
ouffffff. this is th only subject i de-proved.
f mannnnnn.

okay so here's my beauty essay. My pride, HAHA.

To some, Beauty is about having flawless skin, nice features and a nice body. To others, it might just be anything that is pleasant to the eyes. It all depends on who feels what. As the saying goes, 'Beauty is in the eye of th beholder.' But then again who doesnt yearn to be beautiful? I know I do, however the things which people do to achieve such beauty has brought about much health-related issues, jealousy and an increase in the number of plastic surgeries.

Two of the most well known health related issues are Bulimia and Anorexia. Bulima is where you eat and then force yourself to vomit it out whereas Anorexia is where you starve yourself or eat in minute amounts. I have heard countless stories of girls, especially those in their teen years, who have suffered from these two problems. To them, being stick thin might be beautiful. But i feel bones and joints protruding out of my body, almost skeletal resembling bony children who are deprived of nutrition in poor countries, an eyesore and unhealthy looking.

Recently it was reported in the newspapers that a woman had murdered her husband's secretarty. The reason being, she was more beautiful than her and she thought her husband might cheat on her for the secretary. In other words, she was insecure of herself and had low self esteem. Now we know what can happen when the green-eyed monster takes over us. Beauty is an asset to many, and when they begin to compare with others- jealousy is bound to strike as many might feels others are better than them, just like the woman in the story.

There is a thing called natural beauty but for thoske who go under th knife just to achieve their ideal look, do we call then 'man-made' beauty? The number of celebrities who are doing plastic surgeries are increasing and I do know of one such celebrity, Ashleee Simpson. She went to do a plastic surgery on her nose, which was quite shocking as i had felt that her nose was just fine. However after her surgery, her nose looked very sharp, too sharp to a point that she looked almost 'fake'. Very much like a barbie doll. On a closer note, I had a friends mother who did liposuction. Indeed, she looked twice as small as compared to before. But i feel, sometimes one should just accept thier flaws and not always try to be perfect. After all, no one is perfect.

Though th yearning to be beautiful, I would never starve myself or much less go under the knife. I would rather indulge myself in the scrumptious delicacies than to binge abd deprive myself of good food. I have learnt to accept my flwas through th years and again 'Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.'

teachers remarks- very good effort. however, you could have deveploped the last 2 paragraphs. 22/30

even my sis said it was nice leii and she is one tough cookie to impress.
and manjil even 'bowed down' to me after he read. HAHA!
thankzzz.

aite, peace\/
love ya.

happily never after.

2008-09-22T15:49:00.002+08:00

HEYYO ilove-mika.bs.com

hahhaa. good news, guess what?!
I GOT 31/50 FOR HIST!!!!!
woohooooo, b4 what happy liao.
shumin got 34 man, bocana even higher 37!! CONGRATS BABEZZZZ.
hahhaa.

anw i passed my amaths after all.
and when i told my dad he was like happy man.
haha, i just hope this C6 goes all th way up to b4 during o's man.
i think i will get back chemistry tmr, hopefully i can get b3 / b4 for comb science man.
same goes for comb humans.
godddd.

oh well, my proudest work is still my 'BEAUTY' essay.
22/30 loh!!
shall post it next time.

and yahooooooooooooooooo~
i went shopping this weekend.
BOTH saturday and sunday.
oh goddd, i bought quite alot.
most happy with th heels!! exactly th one i was looking for and th leopard scarf. have been looking for that for quite awhile.
and th aladdin pants and black dress for family portrait. a blue flora jacket. damn cool leather jacket and a loepard/black dress.
woohoooo~ damn happy.
shopping threapy. :DDDDD

okay thats all for now.
peace.
haha.

Beauty.

2008-09-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

Heyyo sexyaye!
well today's highlight is definetly getting 22/30 for compo.
WOOHOOOO~ frigging happy lah.
i wrote about beauty, like th factual /personal expository genre.
my first time trying this genre, and i got 22!!
made my day lahhh. (tho th horrendous bio results, goddddd chem pull me up.) hehehehe.

and i swear i am loving my class indian girls even more man.
shirin, buvana & kanchana.
haha they even wna take me out to eat to some indian resturant bfo i leave for nepal.
awwww, how sweet. haha thanks babes.

happy birthday paban! IF its even your bday today.

yours truly,

numa.k (Y)

p/s: ignore ystd post lah, i was just darn pissed. i dont even mean 3/4 of th things i say. HAH.

you got me hell pissed girl.

2008-09-18T16:45:00.004+08:00

I dno if i should have been pissed, but i know i did.
fuck you.
thanks alot ah, thanks ALOT.
chebai.

Hello world.
so theres good news for me today.
i got A2 for poa from B3.
i got B4 for emaths from C6.
i got D7 for amaths from F9.

wooooohooo~ all improved. though i still failed amaths by one freakingchebai mark.
i hope it th same for comb humans, english, and comb sci.
tho i got a very very bad feeling.
shitxzzx. i feel so scared now. :S

and god i was hoping my dad would be happy for my emaths results but wohh guess what , th same old fugging disappointed face. knn.
i am trying alr ke, what more you want me to do?! did you even realised i improved?!!!!!
GODDD! for heavens sake, stop making me feel like whatever i do is never enough.
you, yourself have said i am not exceptionally smart right?! so DONT , i repeat DONTTTT! expect so high hopes from me.
oh godddddddddd, i feel like SCREAMINGGG at you and moms' faces.
cant you tell i am trying?! its not like i didnt study at all ke.
chebai and you still ask me if i still wna study?! fuck k.
SORRY LAH, if i just cant produce good results. i admit i am not smart ke.
maybe you should just marry me off to some asshole, would that make you happier?!
HUH? HUH? i bet it would.
chebai.knn.

gee dad, i miss th days you used to be a hero in my eyes.
nowadays all you ask is 'what did you learn in school today?' or 'wasnt there extra lesson today?' or 'when is your tuiton?' or 'is your maths improving?' ALL educated related stuffs, without FAIL!
do you have any idea how irritating it gets when this is all you ever talk about? i guess thats prolly i dont even like talking to you. and dad do you know i secretly love th way you snigger when you are watching mr bean or some comedy shows? i dno. when you laugh i also feel like laughing. and when you try to make me laugh, i give short cold replies and walk halfway while talking. ignoring you. thats cuss i get reminded of th things you ask.
and mom tho you do th sweetest things for us like sewing th maxi dress, helping us get ready for any party, buying us th exact asseories when we need em, dont put so much pressure on me.
both of you expect me to get a doctorate. for gods sake.

damn!
i was so proud of my achievements (improved) but its just a failure in your eyes huh.
and fuck, when these tears threaten to fall.
chebal.

p/s: this was all said due to th much anger inside me, apologies for th numerous vulgarties.
but hey this is my blog, so bloody hell fuck of if it bothers you that much.

pp//ss: thanks eh jil for thee icecream. hehe.

and thanks alot sexy for hearing me out, i definetly feel BETTER.
at times like this, you rock my ass/socks/myeyeballs.

weird dream

2008-09-16T14:50:00.003+08:00

It was you and me.

You, embracing me so affectionately.

Me, accepting your embrace blissfully.

You felt so secure and warm,

it seemed like you really adored me then.

Little did i realise it was a dream.

For a moment i hoped it'd was real,

but dreams never do come true huh,

And it shall stay that way.

i miss JASMI, tissue, prati and melissa. :(

and i think i will fail amaths. double :(( BUT prelims overrrrrrrrrrrrr. woohooooo~

love f& h to thee maxxxxx.

2008-09-13T13:53:00.004+08:00

As th inevitability of saying goodbye to your loved ones one day begins to sink in,

Tears threaten to fall.

Countlessly i have recalled our times tghr.

And memories of all our happy moments flash vividly in my head.

I am going to miss them so much.

Without you guys, i dno where i'd be.

Thanks fellas and hunnies for all our happiest moments tghr.

Much loved, from th bottom of my heart.

Love,

Numa.k Y

Bonvoyage EVON!

all th best in life.

hope we meet in future?

real sorry i couldnt send you off tho.

now, i know how i feel about you?

2008-09-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

aye sexy.
guess what. amaths was a killer mannnnnn.
i bet i am gna fail w/o a doubt.
seriously, i am sick and tired of always failing amaths.
its not as if i dont practise what, knn in th end always end up failing.
takes up so much time, yet results doesnt show.
fuggman.

chem was uber tough.
it supposedly one of my strength?
relax shumin, both flunk tghr? HAHA.
& surprisingly emaths was rather do-able.
godd i hope i score this time.

okay its time to study.
poa tmr, all my weak topics will be th questions tmr.
ahhh fuck.
okay gotta go.
PEACE\/

Yours truly,

Numa.k Y

tmr's amaths.

2008-09-09T17:32:00.002+08:00

touch me with th simplest deeds.

love me like it never enough. - jani

Even th gangster agrees.

hey darla.

tmr's amaths and i FRIGGINGHELL scared.

cuss i suck to th core innit.

today was poa, my apparent strength.

but i felt th weakest at my strongest.

thanks jil/jazz for trying to help.
'ppreciate it.

and grg, thanks for your senti msg.

never knew you even thought about it.

friends forever dude.

its inevitable we have to say goodbye to our loved ones's.

so lets all accept this fact graciously.

Y Numa.k

lastly, god give me all th strength i need tmr.

sadddddddd,

2008-09-08T16:24:00.002+08:00

hi sexaye.
screwed up both papers today.
:(

all th best to me tmr?
godddd.

and THANKS fellas=jeni for th support during xcountry.
(L) you guys.

after party.

2008-09-06T14:31:00.006+08:00

hi bloggywoggysoggy.
hahah.
so ystd was nita's party.
i headbanged like siao, tho high;y ironical to my nerd getup.
Shate it was no doubt th best song lah. hehehe.
thanks prati suju jeni ras radha for dancing like siaozz w me. hahaha
and its was a real pity that jasmi coulndt be there.
if not double th fun.
and not boasting but, many said i looked cute. HEHE.
(thanks sandy for scarf and specs. love you.) and thanks ya'll.
love you back.

thers x counrty like in a few momnets time.
no mood go siolzzz.
but there ratna's party later! woohoo~

okau i gotta ciaoooooo for x country.
PEACE. love you sexyyyyyy.
Y

stupid geek, copy me. HMPH!
LORD! my decency is being abused. :'(

hi, you'r cutest geek i have ever seen. NOT SHYYYY.
me ally manjil. happy bday nitaaaa.
HI geeky! lets do maths homework tghr okay!
look like family right? hehe i am big sissy.
nerd of th dayyyy.

TANA! ( stomach dam flat siolxxx.)
JAA brothers bully me. :( haha.
MOON! you thee best mannn.

ALLY and meeee.
hi rohini and prati. thanks for waitng.

When nerds receive roses, they turn pink. HEHE. Engrossed, typical.
me ally manjil.
Noomy feat. Wezzy. thanks dude.

jasmi, you'r irreplacable.

2008-09-05T16:19:00.003+08:00

hi sexy.
i am wearing nerd for nita's party later.
i feel abit outta place cuss th others are wearing sari.

and damn, i woke up crying.
That is upon receiving jasmi's text.
cried and sobbed.
you'r th best thing that has happened to me.
when you'r gone, i will feel so outta place.

And heart feels heavy as i am accepting this fact everso graciously.

damnnn.

2008-09-03T18:06:00.005+08:00

fugg.

i feel darn guilty now.

dad called and i lied that i was studying.

fuck! damn guilty.

anw i am going for food tasting now. hehe.

anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY JITOOOOOO & NITAAAAA.

a year older, a year wiser.

hope i can attend you party nita.

and we shall rock. \m/

your truly, Numa.k Y

i was inviting him into my heart.

2008-09-01T14:59:00.004+08:00

look at my eyes covered in mybelime. (K)
AYE sexy!
haha so i was trying out this new editor and thats what i came up with.
actually i only added th text.
well i havent studied so far, i basically wasted my saturday and sunday.
party hangover? i dno.
and i am wayyy distracted by this book, th one which shumin lended me.
awesome stuff man. thanks babe.

so i have another two parties- both sweet sixteenth again, this friday and saturday.
but i aint sure if i cant make it. cuss its my prelims th next week and having a very strict momma, blah blah. fill in th blanks.
BUT i will try my utmost to be present. haha.

and dude. doesnt your conscience juct kill you?
whats wrong w you?
grow up.

peace.\/

yours truly, Numa.kY

p/s: ÖÖÖ welcome. i guess i aint one of those girls huh. HELL YEAAAAA. \m/

happy birthday manjil.

2008-08-30T16:24:00.005+08:00

290808

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MANJIL !

all th best for your nlvl and best wishes.

and dude hope your eyesight improves, literally. (:

peace\/

***

jasmi me and sister. Estacy. hehe.

th bestestes. sister and bestf , who else?!
candid, pure.

you'r th best damn thing that i have ever known. LOVE YOU MY BESTEST FRN.
and us again. hot? or not? HAHA. jokes.
wacky!
jasmi me jani. <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240224296748946418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_h9e8_ynv4i4/SLkEO-cXk_I/AAAAAAAAAtY/SsqRPWuy6Js/s320/IMG_1698.jpg" border="0">happy birthday ally. From fellas& hunnies. ALLY! happy I6TH yearrr. best wishes.
and you look so so cute here.

So, ystd was ally's party.

frankly, it wasnt as fun as i expected. maybe i expected abit too much.

wasnt feeling confident.

got ticked off by thousands of pple, okay only three pple.
And pissing me even more was th masu. what th hell, my plate only had bones lah. not even a single phal masu.

DOUBLE MOOD OFF. =.='

and Pratichya couldnt make it. wthhh, was reallly looking forward to her presence lah. ( but its okay. i know you were sick. (;)

and th other thing, had to return home early. WTFFF. fucking curfew.

Dancing was th better part of it, haha and me being a keen dancer.

headbanged to vent frustration. and sweated like hellll. thank god jasmi and jani were there to console me. (thnks babes.)

come to think of it, i think prezzie shopping was th best part about ystd.

prashant is really damn fugging funny to th core man. OMGG, HAHAH!

bought her maxi dress, damn cool roxy bag, pretty bronze gladiators and a kinky leopard thong from topshop. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

eh ally hope you seriously like th prezzies babe.

esp topshop. HAHA. sam's choice.

people wizz past me, stare at me head to toe and just walk away.

my friends know these people.

how cool hai?

thanks ah.

you wna do this, by all means.

if i have ever done anything to offend you, please i am pleading- literally, come sort things out direct at my face.

i will be more than glad to have a nice cup of tea w you.

alright, thats all sexy.

and tissue you can view my blog now.

i am done.

peace \/

you couldnt even look me in th eye, bitch.

_'_

ss is th turmoil

2008-08-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

hey darla.
so today was th ss prelims.
and i spent HELL loada time for th sbq.
this was th first time i ever ever wrote THREE pages long.
i hope all th 3Cs and Sweetie Pie a CuP of Tea Please ( under haridass will get what i mean.) worked. it will be really shattering if i screw my sbq. lordddddd.

sci prac was a brezze, thanks ah dinesh. HEHE.

YES!
tomorrow's th day.
ally's party!!!!
picturezzzzz!
danceeee!
jumpstyleeeeeee!
headbdanggg.
wohooooooooo~
lets \m/ rock guys.
muahahahahah.

p/s: ally, hang in there. :-*

i realised i aint th one you will be true to.

2008-08-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

i realise i aint th one who you will be true to.

i think you realise too.

i thought i would be.

but really,

Now it has dawned to me. Y

HEY sexy.

tmr's SS prelims and science practicals.
well so far i have only diverted my whole energy to ss BUT seems not to be progressing.
i hate ss to th core now.
theres so much memorising, too much.

oh lord, bless me tmr!

eng prelims.

2008-08-26T15:21:00.003+08:00

today was english preliminaries.
i dno if i did it right or wrong.
i have a feeling it was be a - just pass.
shitzxzxz.

yes you missed me,

i missed you too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!!! <3
best wishes.
is there anything else you want for your bday BESIDES samit?
MUHAHAHAHAH.
enjoy babe.

damned quiz. boringgggg.

2008-08-23T13:57:00.004+08:00

HI sexaye.

I was tagged by Bikesh & Tissue to do a quiz.
So here it goes:
1. The person who tagged you is : - bikesh and tissue!

2. Your relationship with him/her is: brotherly and sisterly/good frn.

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her: both respectful.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you: bikesh, i dno. tissue- listen to me when i needed someone?

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you: bikesh- nil. tissue- idk lah.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will: haha. siao ah this q.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:Same answer as Number 6.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: we'll see when that happens..

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: we'll see what that happens.

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is: idk.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: i like em both.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: i just heard some saying i was arrogant. am i?

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is: cheeky/bubbly. heeeeeh.

14. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is: not being naturally smart and low esteem?
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: someone smart and confident.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: love you! haha.

17. Pass this on to 10 people you with to know how they feel about you:(not in any order)
1. Jani
2. Jasmi
3. Shaik
4. Ras
5. Melissa
6. Alena
7. Pratichya
8. Prabesh
9. Adilah
10. Moon

Who is no. 6 (Alena) having a relationship with? SAMIT! hahahah. yehey.

Is no. 9 (Adilah) a female or male? Female. DUH!

If no. 7 (Pratichya) and 10 (Moon) are together, will it be a good thing? trust me. that will never happen.

How about no. 5 (melissa) and no. 8 (prabesh)? HAHA! who knows.

What is no. 2 (jasmi) studying about? eng maths poa science dnt.

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 (shaik)? ystd

What kind of music band does no. 8 (prabesh) like? hiphop/rnb/gangsta rap/ aiyaa weezzy lah. haha.

Does no. 1 (Jani) have any siblings? YA! me lah and bisan.

Will you woo no. 3 (Shaik)? HELL NO! friends forver.

How about no. 7 (pratichyaa)? if she is willing. YEHEY! of course no lah.

Is no. 4 (Ras) single? should be.

What’s the surname of no. 5 (melissa)? tan? idk. sorry. haha

What’s the name of no. 10 (Moon)? Munna/sahim sen.

What’s the hobby of no. 4 (Ras)? photography.

Do no. 5 (Melissa) and 9 (adilah) get along well? LOLLLL. they barely know one another.

Where is no. 2 (Jasmi) studying at? bartley.

Say something casual about no. 1 (Jani): always make me feel so imature loh! pfft. haha best sister lah.

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 (prabesh)? HA HA HA. lol.

Where does no. 9 (Adilah) live? idk.

What color does no. 4 (Ras) like? idk! Hahaha.

(:Are no. 5 (melissa) and 1 (jani) best friends? na uh.

Does no. 7 (pratichya) like no. 2 (jasmi)? of course. my two favourite pple.

How did you get to know no. 2 (jasmi)? One of th childhood friends. grew up tghr basically.

Does no. 1 (Jani) have any pets? Nope.

Is no. 7 (Pratichya) the sexiest person in the world? hmmmm. no i am sexier. HAHA! joking.
sexy lahhh.

ahhh~ finally finish this quiz.
hmmm, so eng ss and science prac prelims next week.
hell scared for ss as i am so nt a memory-type student.
hmmm, theres nth much to blog man.
sigh!

peace\/

Noomzy.

too bad, we cant reverse our history.

2008-08-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

dad, sometimes you really piss me off.
i mean dont check my bag for test papers.
it irritates me to th core.
and i am not pissed cuss of your lectures, it just ..
at a time like this, th things you say add pressure even more pressure i am facing.
i dont wanna crush your dreams but i doubt i will make it.
i am scared i will disappoint you again and, again.
i just wonder what if that happens.

th date for our family picture has been fixed, some where after prelims.
i dno why i aint so excited at th thought of it.

thanks MOON for hearing me out ystd.
you make me feel so superior in terms of maturity. HAHA.
what you say makes sense, what my sis says make equal sense.
shitzzz. but i cant do this any longer lah.

\/peace.

Noomzy.

you give me that weird aura.

2008-08-19T15:18:00.003+08:00

hi sexy.
i am missing so many people right now.
Melissa, Prati, RAS, Dilah, tissue. okay maybe not thatttt many lah. hehe.
anw i have four frikkin tests tmr.
is it deathday or what?
okay i shall begin my hardcore studying now,

PEACE\/
Mwahzzzz Y

p/s: it feels awkward.

i know i will miss us dude, but really.

2008-08-17T16:14:00.005+08:00

hey world. am i arrogant?
just a self survey.
:]
inally, now i know th truth. yet to call it a truth, i feel unsure. i dont trust you, period.

when i think about it, i feel betrayed actually.

i chose to believe you against what th whole world was saying.

i kept assuring myself that you'd tell me th truth and those were just rumours.

but guess what, you proved me wrong. well done dude, way to go.

your past disgusts me and i dont wna be like those girls whom you took for a ride.
i mean who would have wna? i am so over this.
have fun w whoever comes next. i am saying this sincerely cuss you'r my good friend and best wishes.

anyway yst i went to watch th limbu film 'NUMAFUNG'.

hahahahaha. i know its dam cool. to have a heroin named after mua.

th lead's sister was so much prettier than her tho.

th movie was okay. slightly disappointing for an oscar award nominee.

haha. so after th movie went to dine at kantipur restuarant.

it was rather splendid and dinner was good. returned home dammm late.

pictures.

THANKS MOMMY for blessing me w good genes. :D love youuuu.mummy kandangwa and sister kandangwa. you got me losing myself in what i am trying to say.

sister! hehehe.

i think mommy looks like one of god's angels here.kandangwas with bhadai and bhadaini.some uncles and blah blah.yes numa. few months left to olvls and you are rocking out. go kill yourself. pfftttt. :/

anw there's so little time left. i will miss jasmi and dudes and babes. sighhhh.

as memories pile, time is running.